chapter 19 Jealous

Rose was confused why Merry refuse Alex. She look at Ray with confused look. Ray take her out from there.

"Mr. Li.... I have something to ask."

" You can ask."

" Um... Any girl will be happy if someone whom she love ask her to marry right? Then why Merry was not happy." Rose sadly ask him.

" Maybe she was not expecting Alex will suddenly purpose her for marriage." Ray hug her gently.

" Every girl will be happy to marry a man she love." Rose eye look sad.

" It mean you were also happy when Zain purpose you."

" Obviously I was so happy that time." She smile happy said.

" Oh, You want to marry that Zain." Ray burn out of jealousy.

" No I don't mean that way.... I was just happy that time when he purpose me to be with him for whole life but I am happy that I meet you and marry you. I love you." She smile and said.

" Stop smiling like stupid." He push her face to hide his blushed face.

At hotel where Merry and Alex was staying. Merry was so angry. She look at Alex with murderous look.

" Are you stupid? Why did you agree to marry me? You know that I was lying right then why did you just....." Merry burst out with tears because of guilt. She feel so guilty for lying continuously.

" I am evil. I get what I deserve. I always do bad things. He do right thing. I deserve this." She cry and tell her feelings.

" No... You don't deserve tears. I am with you. Don't cry." Alex pat her head to comfort her.

Merry still refuse to marry Alex. Alex try so hard to convince her. He use all tricks but still cannot win over her heart. Then He call his big bro. Ray came at bar where Alex was drinking. He was sad and depress. He never feel this down in his life. He love to play and enjoy but he cannot think anything else except Merry.

" Bro, Why I am sad..... I want Merry..... I want to be with her." Alex hug Ray.

" CALM DOWN!!" Ray speak with harsh voice.

"You are heartless, Bro!" Alex sadly said.

" Yes I am heartless." Ray breathe out and pat his head.

" Bro.... I never feel this broke."

Alex cry whole night. Ray was there with Alex. But still Alex call him heartless. Because Ray only said cold things to him. Rose was worried for Alex and Merry. She went in hotel where Merry was staying. Merry was staying in dark room. She knock the door but Merry didn't open the door. Rose ask Manager to give her extra room key. Then She open the room.

That room was so dark. Rose call Merry but she didn't answer. She on the lights. Merry was crying. Rose hug her when She saw Merry. Rose start crying when she saw Merry tears.

"Please, Don't cry.... Please..... Don't cry...." Rose sob and said.

Merry didn't stop crying. Both of them cry together for long time. Then both of them smile by looking at each other. Both of them eyes became like of panda.

" Sorry Rose." Merry suddenly apologize.

"Why?" Rose was confused why Merry apologize.

" Sorry for everything. I treat you badly when we were small and I lie many times. So sorry for lying about Mr. Li." Merry formally Rose.

" You don't have to apologize. I have always seen you as my Older sister. Can I call you sister from now." Rose smile and ask.

" Sure you can. I have something to confess. I actually lie to you about Alex. He is not my boyfriend. I actually run from home to meet my boyfriend but I saw him with another woman. I don't know what to have now. Sorry for lying you again." Merry cannot look at Rose eye while confessing. She was ashamed of herself.

" So you lie to me about Alex."

" Sorry Rose." Merry look at Rose and said. Rose was frustrate.

" That mean I shout at Mr. Li's brother without his mistake. If he tell Mr. Li about it then Mr. Li will hate me for my mistake. What to do now?" Rose rub her head thinking about her silly behaviour.

" Rose, Why would Mr. Li hate you. It was my fault from beginning." Merry said.

" How was it your fault?"

" I was the one who lie. Then it was my mistake right?" Merry explain it to Rose.

" Then it mean Mr. Li will not hate me right?" Rose was still worry about it.

" You are really adorable as Grandpa told." Merry laugh and said.

" Did Grandpa told you I am adorable?"

Merry told Rose why she use to hate her. Merry was brilliant and talent girl from small. She was liked by everyone. She like to be with Grandpa but after Rose came to stay in her house. Grandpa start to give more attention to Rose. That make her jealous. She start to hate her.

" Sorry Rose! Because of my silly jealousy, I hurt you many times."

" I also feel jealous of you. I also want to have loving Mom Dad. Every time when I saw you holding hand with uncle and aunty I feel jealous. So I cry alone. Grandpa came to me told me that I am not alone. I have you. A elder sister." Rose smile and said.

Both of them tell each other secrets. They finally became honest to each other.