Misunderstanding

"Baby, wake up" I turned away from him. I'm still sleepy. I don't want to get up yet. "Rey, wake up" he opened the curtain of my window so it lit up the room. I turned my back on the window because I was really dazzled. "Rey"

I stood up suddenly when I heard Chadd's serious voice. I looked at him with one eye, I could not open my another eye "Why?"

He leaned against the side of the door while crossing his arms. He is still in his pajamas. He still didn't seem to take a bath, so he hasn't dressed in a uniform yet. I looked at the clock, its still early in the morning. "Chadd, why did you wake me this morning?" he just looked me in the eye.

He slowly approached me, he sat on the bed and smiled at me. He's weird now, I can feel it. I approached him a little and touched his forehead while I also held my forehead. He doesn't have a fever "What are you doing?"

"Checking you" I approached him and smelled him. He does not smell of alcohol. So, that's mean he's not drunk.

"Sorry" I tilted my head. I'm confused.

Did he do something wrong to me? I don't remember him doing anything. Why is he so sorry? What's wrong?

"About what?" I asked. He sighed. He would have spoken but he did not continue. He just smiled and hugged me. "You're weird now" he let go of the hug and messed up my hair before he left the room.

I lay down again and closed my eyes. I lost my sleep. I can no longer sleep no matter what I do. Chadd woke me up for an unknown reason.

I went downstairs and caught up with Chadd who was reading a book in the living room. I leaned over, but he looked pretending not to see me. He did not look at me. I clung to his arm, he still ignored me. I lay down on his thigh and looked at him, but he was still reading seriously. I just give up and went to the kitchen.

"Mom" I frowned at her. She looked at me and hugged me when I approached her.

"What's wrong?" I shook my head "You are my daughter. I can feel there's something wrong" I let go of the hug and crossed my arms.

"Chadd ignored me" she stared at me for a moment before smiling.

"I don't know why but I noticed something" she looked at Chadd who is still reading. I glanced at Chadd but looked away, I just looked at mom again.

"What did you notice mom" I sat on the kitchen stall and looked at mom who was cooking. She smiled before speaking.

"Last night when he came home he was very worried about you" I pointed to myself, and she nodded before continuing "When he came home he immediately went to your room. He would have woken you up, but he saw that you were sound asleep, so he didn't wake you up" did he have woken me up earlier because he had something to say?

"He woke me up earlier, but he said nothing but sorry. I asked why, but he said I should not know anymore" I complained.

"You love chadd, right?" I nodded immediately and looked at mom. She was not looking at me, so I told her my answer was yes. "You trust him?" I answered yes again. Why do I feel they are hiding something from me?

I sighed and helped mom with the cooking. Chadd don't want me in the kitchen before because he said I might get burned or injured or hurt, but he did not know while he was not at home, mom teaching me or I helped her.

After I set the table I called Chadd. He just closed the book and stood up. He just passed me. He doesn't really pay attention to me. I'm getting mad.

We ate quietly. No one speaks to us. I can see in the corner of my eye that mom looked at us sometimes. I also catch Chadd looking at me. I'm just eating. Food is life. I don't care.

I would have cleaned the table but Chadd put away the plate from me. I would have spoken when mom shook her head. She tells me not to argue anymore.

I went up to my room and arranged my belongings. I'll take Sam's number or I'll ask for her name on social media, so we can be friends.

After bathing, I got dressed immediately. I looked in the mirror. I just stared at my uniform. Black and red is the theme of the uniform of medical students like me. We only turn white when we are in laboratory time as in full white, so I have two types of uniforms.

It's just funny that I'm in my 4th year of college when I don't know. I do not remember. I find it difficult to adjust because when I read the book I do not understand anything.

I looked at the reflection of the medals, trophies and certificates hanging in my room. All of them have my name and I have a picture that received the awards there but I do not remember anything. I feel like my brain was taken from me. I was just asked if this was really for me. I sigh. Just keep moving on, Rey.

I looked in the door when someone knocked there before going inside. Chadd is already dressed. Obviously not saying anything, so I spoked "5 mins" I said to him. He nodded and closed the door.

I combed my hair, applied moisturizer to my face and applied lip tint to my lips and slight to my cheeks. That's how I do my makeup every day. I did not use powder because I might have breakouts.

I went down immediately and hugged mom before leaving the house. Chadd was standing there waiting for me. I approached him. He looked at me and raised an eyebrow at me.

"What?" I asked him angrily, he shook his head and opened the door for me. I thought he would say that I need to erase my makeup.

We got to school and he is still like that. He does not speak. He's really weird now. What happened last night in the game? Why did he suddenly take me home? Why is it weird now?

I sighed. I do not get out of the car. I waited for him to say something. I'm not used to it. I thought we were no secret to each other. I averted my eyes because I felt like I was going to cry. I am very emotional when it comes to this or to him.

"You still have nothing to say?" I looked at him. He was staring at me. I waited for him for a few minutes, but we just stared. I sigh. "Ok" I walked out the door. I did not look at him.

I don't like him like that. He is very cold. It's just his first time to be like this. He was just ignoring me. Doesn't he know that it hurts? He's hurting me. I hate him. I really hate him now.