Kevin

I texted Chadd. I told him to wait for me at the clinic where Sam was. He even answered and asking where I was going but I just pretended that I have not read it. I put my phone on the table and I brought Sam's phone. I looked at Sam before leaving.

"You're going home?" I stopped and looked at the Nurse.

I smiled at her "I'm just going somewhere" she nodded at me "When Sam woke up for 5 minutes. Please tell her to go to the rooftop someone was looking for her"

"Ok. I'll tell her"

"Thank you" I smiled at her before averting my eyes and walking again to the rooftop. I forgot to bring my earphones. Maybe Sam has music on her phone. I can hear students voice clearly. I don't know if this is a disease but I can hear it like a cat. Even if you whisper and you are a bit close to me, I can hear what your saying clearly.

In a few minutes past, I already in front of the rooftop door standing. I still wonder if I will go, but I am already here, what else can I do?

I was already holding the doorknob when Sam's cellphone rang. I answered it immediately when I saw who it was before I opened the door.

"I'm here" I stopped walking when I heard his voice again. For some inexplicable reason my heart beat faster. I took a deep breath and rolled my eyes until my eyes stopped at the man standing not far from me.

Is that him? I guess it's him. His cellphone was in his ear as if he was talking to someone. I want to speak to confirm that he is but I can't open my lips.

I approached him. I stopped behind him. We were just far enough away from each other.

"Why are you not talking?" He looked at his cellphone. He must have heard the echo of his voice. He slowly turned around and faced me. We turned off the call at the same time. I just stared at him, I was waiting for his reaction when I saw him not Sam.

I sighed. Am I the first to speak to you? Maybe Chadd is already there, I will be angry with him. "Amp" I do not know what to say. I felt a little embarrassed because of his stares, so I averted my eyes.

"Is this a dream?" I looked at him as he spoke. I noticed that his eyes were teary. Is he going to cry?. "Tell me, is this a dream?" I frowned and approached him. I noticed that Chadd and him are about the same height. I squeezed his two cheeks. "That's hurt" I laughed at the joke he said.

I would have walked away from him when he took my hand and pulled me closer to him. I did not move when he hugged me. I can smell him. I was slightly tickled as he buried his forehead in my neck. He hugged me even tighter.

"Amp" I still can't speak. I do not know what to say.

"I know it. You still alive" I heard him sob. Is he crying? "This is not a dream. I really can feel you"

Did he think I was Sam? Sam and I are not the same. It is impossible for him to confuse me.

"Sorry but I'm not Sam" I hear his giggle before slowly letting go of the hug. His eyes were wet. He cried. He slowly walked away from me while nodding and smiling.

"Yeah. I know" he held my hand. Simultaneously the blink of his eyes was the shedding of tears.

"Are you ok?" He nodded at me. I withdrew my hand causing him to lose his smile and look at me. "I'm here to say that Sam is at the clinic. I answered your call so I'm here. Sam do not have a load, so I couldn't text you earlier, so I just went to see you. If you want, I'll take you to Sam" he nodded.

I was about to turn around when he held my hand again to pull me. He hugged me again but now it was gentle. My head rested on his chest as he stroked my hair. I felt the chill inside me when he kissed my hair.

I must have pushed him away at this time. I should have run away but why can't I? I could not walk away from him. I just let him hug me and hold my hand. I close my eyes when I feel my chest ache. Why am I hurting? I feel my tears dripping.

As I closed my eyes I saw an image similar to him but blurred. I don't know if that's really him or not. Is this déjà vu? Do I just think about it or I remembered? I want to know the answer. I wanted to ask but I could not speak again. Deep inside of me I want to hug him back but half of it says I should run away.

"Kevin?" He hugged me loosely and moved away slowly, but he still did not remove his hand from my hair. He looked at me with a smile. "Who are you?"

He giggles. It's so cute. It can make my heart beat faster. "I'm Kevin"

I shook my head "I mean, you. Not your name" he stopped at my question. He removed his hand from my hair and looked at me with sadness in his eyes. He took my hand and placed it on his cheek. I stared into his eyes.

"I already know you don't know me but its still hurt" I saw his tears dripping quickly, I couldn't help but look at him. He kissed my palm before looking into my eyes "We can start again" he smiled at me "I will not tire of courting you over and over again if necessary. I will not stop looking for you when necessary. I will not get tired of loving you, I promise. I will stay by your side no matter what. I can't lose you again"