The Liar and His little games. 05

I notice Patrick's changes I don't know why is he being like this, I message him earlier if he arrives at his dorm he didn't even reply, I sat on the sofa while waiting for Patrick reply, I open my Instagram to check my profile, I smile when I saw the pictures of me and Patrick when we are in the province, I miss him, I miss this moment with him, I went to Patrick Instagram I saw our pictures but it's limited because his Instagram is is full of his solo pictures .While I scrolling it down I saw a girl, her face is familiar, They are talking while laughing, I think it was Eric place, I click the tag I saw the girl Instagram, she posts sexy pictures, I even saw Patrick pictures on her Instagram, the girl even have a title on there photo " I have so much fun Pat, " he even call Patrick short name Pat, is he cheating on me? Definitely not, maybe there are friends, I don't wanna ask him, I tried to call his phone, It was a relief when he answers.

"Hello?" I was shocked when I heard a girl's voice "Sorry Patrick is in the shower, I will tell him that you call, " after she said that she hangs up, I cover my mouth, Is this true he is in the shower with a girl! it's already 8:00 What is he doing, I stood at the sofa, I went to my closet to pick up my jacket and wore it, I get my bag and immediately leave at my dorm, I'm waiting for a taxi to arrive, when I saw one I wave at him he stops in front of me "st. Beverly please" I told to the driver, I waited for Patrick if he arrives at his dorm, I wonder who is his companion, the meter is getting higher, I bite my lips my knees are shaking I was nervous, nervous that what if I saw Patrick with another girl I don't know if I can handle it. Finally, after 20 mins, he arrived, he got off a car, it was a luxury car it was expensive he's leaning to her car I can't see the driver's face because the glass is tinted and it was color black. After he leans he wave. He even kiss her, he looks happy. While the car started to move I saw a girl driving.

I took my eyes off Patrick I leaned my back my lips were shaking, "let's just go back" I said to the driver while my voice was shaking, why do I feel this way, why is so painful, I don't know that Patrick was hiding something from me I thought he was different but I was wrong he has an opposite side when I arrive at the dorm I paid the driver when I got out of the taxi my tears immediately flowed I sat on the floor, "you can do this Mia, " I told myself while I'm crying, after 4 year's of our relationship why did he change, did I do something wrong? While I was crying I heard a guy voice it was familiar I looked at him he was standing by my side while he was holding a plastic of 7/11 his hair is messy he is still wearing glasses "Are you ok?" he ask me I wiped my tears and stood up "Yes I'm ok," I said to him "If you are ok while are you crying outside?" he added what, I'm going upstairs," my voice was shaking so I immediately went up to the third floor to go to my room I feel so embarrassed he even saw me cry. I wipe my tears I sat on the couch, I even forget my phone on the sofa, I look at my phone Patrick is calling. I don't know if I will answer it or not,

I'll just answer it. " hello, " I said to Patrick while I managed my voice not to cry. "are you sleeping Mia?" he asks "Yea, I just woke up, " I pretend that I didn't saw him early, "I just miss your voice, " he said with a sweet tone When I heard Patrick sweet voice my heart felt like a bomb that when you maximize the limit it will explode. " I just want to sleep Patrick, " I said to him "Ok Mia, I will go to your apartment tomorrow, I love you, " he said with a sweet tone. "Goodnight, " he added "Goodnight, " Then I hang up the phone, I lay on the couch, My tears fall down, I sub, "You will be ok, Mia, just talk to him tomorrow and you will be fine."

I said to myself while I'm crying.

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The next day I waited for Patrick in my dorm he came early, He approached me he kissed me on the cheek but I was resisting " why are you like that?" he asked me, I walked away from him I sat on the sofa he just looked at me "I saw you last night, with another girl!" I told him he rolled his eyes and sat down next to me I walked away from him "he's just my friend, Mia !" he said while his tone is getting higher "leaning on her car while talking!" I said with angry tone "she even said that you are in the shower like 8 on the clock in the evening Pat!" I added to him, he smiled at me as if something funny" I spilled a drink on my shirt, that's why she offered me to uses her bathroom, " he added I look at him with anger "I even saw you kiss her once, " I said he stood up on the sofa "I didn't kiss her, she has something on her eyes that's why I remove it, " he added he walk to my back and hug me "I will never cheat on you Mia, please don't cry, " he said while he's hugging me back " are you telling the truth?" I ask him "of course, you now I love you right?" he added " I know, and I love you too, " I said to him. "just please stop thinking too much, " he added. Maybe Patrick was right I just thinking to much. " if you trust me, " he added, why do I feel that I am a bad person here when he said that, " of course I trusted you, " I said to him.