Chapter Ninety-Eight: Congratulations, You Win.

"Nana?" my mother finds me on the bathroom floor, back pressed against the glass of the shower stall, knees propped up with my head buried in between my thighs. I make no move to acknowledge her presence, unable to stop crying. It hurts too much. All of it.

"Oh baby," she coos, sinking to the floor next to me as she wraps her arm around my shoulder, pulling me into her. I don't resist, even though every muscle in my body is screaming at me to. I don't have the energy, or any fight left in me.

"I am so sorry." She mews, stroking my hair lovingly. The action evokes more emotion out of me, making me cry harder as the memory of my once luscious curly hair serving as a constant reminder that nothing in my life is okay. At least my hair will grow back. That is about the only thing that will ever return to it's normal state. My face is scarred forever. My relationship with my dad is on the rocks. His and Anthony's is non-existent. His relationship with my mom ...