Strangled to a bed

Being fed by someone else feels just too embarrassing, but what can I do with it? I am unable to move. This helped a lot though, eating food helped me regain some movements. I could freely move my hands but my legs were still completely beside the toes. She was sitting beside me, looking at my face with a smile.

"How did you pay for the food? All the money is with me." Her face went slightly to the right, she wasn't able to look at me directly. Her face was red, now I truly can't say why. She can be on both sides of emotion but it's just slightly weird.

"Miria offered it for free, I couldn't decline her offer. She heavily implied to be taking it, therefore you have the food right now." This short moment, I heard loud hits on wood, they were hollow, as if the wood was very old and almost eaten to end by termites. I tried to look out the window but it was both too far and too shiny for me to see anything. "Are you searching for something, master?"