Feeling of connection part 2

Sitting like this is quite stressful, adding being alone in this situation… It makes me feel uncomfortable. I want to do something, say something. But I can't speak normally, I have something in mind. I might ask her about that to help her fight her inner demons, but on the other hand, she will be very dependent on me. But I think since we can relate to each other this much, witnessing so much death and feeling kind of the same pain. This… This weird loneliness. The thought of being the only one of your kind, as if I am the only one that thinks about changing things and she is the only one that 'is'. Both thoughts are in one way scary.