A friendly visit

It was the next morning, my body felt refreshed, especially around the heart. I felt a weird melancholy, an equilibrium around my heart. It is something I have never thought I'd be allowed to feel. Looking at it now, I had to tell her everything, no matter how embarrassing it may be that it was all because of being weak. But after I said that, Lily seemed to be happy about it, very happy about hearing all of it. She is important to me, and I don't want to ever lose her. Staring at the ceiling, an odd thing but even that can bring joy if there is something to smile about. The fact that she didn't start hating me because of all that. And now, she is even sleeping normally, I am sleeping normally. I don't have a dream, a nightmare. Nothing. This was a dreamless night. She was sleeping in the key room and I was sleeping in the bed in this destroyed building. I don't have a stable amount of money to just go elsewhere. For now, I will just keep the two thousand.