Fight between 'children'

I was sitting on the bed, looking at the two other people in this room, Lily and Brun. Both of them looked slightly spooked, it's nothing special, of course, it's my fault. What Lily said makes no sense in my mind. Why would the person that did all those things to me not deserve death? I wouldn't even be talking with her, therefore her words change no matter. They are just there, swinging in the wind.