Memory of a bond part 2

I hope this person won't become the same as what I just heard, it would be a disaster. How many deaths would be required to make him into such a monster? How strong a person like this can become? The question is good, but no answer can be found.

"Thank you, teacher, you saw me do the things I did, the same with almost all big personalities in the city. But I think it is our time to leave." I don't want to stay at this house anymore, I don't know where we are, but it certainly isn't our hotel. It feels cramped, it's hard to breathe, there is a lot of dust everywhere.