Day after a disaster

Once again, the whole night passed by without me even noticing it. I wasn't sure what to think about it, therefore I just ignored the fact that I don't remember what happened that evening. I don't remember if I had a dream, the night was just a blank paper filled with nothing but white. My hand was on my forehead, I was just staring at the ceiling as always in the morning. Thinking about how the world around me is trying to make things harder for me. Lily is sleeping on the bed next to me, I have to think of a few things. What do I do with this whole situation? I know that a rebellion can't be formed in a matter of a few minutes or anything like that. I can only stare and think of what to do. Should I go to the academy? What if there will be an anti-teleportation barrier? Do they work against rune teleportation?