Aftermath and thought

I was at home together with Lily, I was sitting on the bed while she was taking care of my back. She wanted to massage me for some reason, it feels really pleasant when she is doing it but thinking about me going back tomorrow and having to do something similar again… It doesn't make my day, I am quite angry and hellishly tired. It feels good to be massaged though, it makes me relax a little bit. Still, my clothes are all in blood, I am tired and the people who will try to fight probably won't stop trying. Since what happened yesterday happened in such a way, it seems that I will have to wake up at a certain time as well.

"They really want to end you," Lily spoke blessing the air with her voice and my ears with something else than grunts of pain. She stroked my back quite strongly and firmly.