im sorry princess #10

Tyler pov

I turn the shower on and wait for it to warm up,I step into the shower and just let it run all over my cuts,and my emotional scars. I think he wants to appoligize im only going so I can hear his side of the story,the dress and shoes are amazing I would have never thought I would get that stuff in my life,but look where we are now... life is really fucked up. One moment you're turning 18 and the next you're crying over what you saw your love of your life do..I ask myself everyday is soul mates a real thing or are they just in books... I would love to know the answer to that,and I guess I'll figure it out really soon. He better tell me the whole truth and tell me his real feelings or im walking,I can't be hurt anymore I have my whole life ahead of me...I can't be put down anymore.

I step out of the shower and grab my towel's,I wrap one around my head and I dry off with the other one,i grab my strawberry lotion and put that all over my body,I love how it makes my skin so soft and how nice it smells. I put that away and grab my blank panties of off the counter and slip them on,I brush my teeth. I walk out into the bedroom and put on my amazing red dress and my black strap heels. I walk back into the bathroom and so some red Eye shadow with a little black mixed in,I throw on some pink blush along with sparkly gold eyeliner,and some red sparkly lipstick. I brush and straightened my hair so it looks perfect,I grab my little black shaw and grab my little black purse and head out the door.

Oh yeah he sent a car I totally forgot, I hop into the car and just sit and be quiet I really dont wanna talk.

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The car just dropped me of..well I guess I should start walking the path. Did he do all of this for me? If he did this then holy fucking shit...like wow.. I walk down the candle lit path and come upon a canopy with flowers,pizza wings and fairy lights.....I have no words....

"Tyler".

Holy fuck does he look good..no Tyler stop thinking like that.. you're still mad at him..but am I?

"Tyler,I am so so sorry I never ment to hurt you or for you to see any of that..the only reason I did what I did was well,he said he knew my secret and was going to tell the whole world unless I fucked him...yes I did it and it was completely wrong I should have never did that but the secret im hiding,I needed to tell you in person..it's not bad not unless you don't feel the same towards me. I did this all for you so I could appoligize, I used what you bought that night I didn't think you would care,but what I need to tell you is".

"Dad...first of I understand why you fucked him..I forgive you and I miss you..I have been self harming the whole time..im sorry but being hurt like that made me go off the deep end..all I want is to be truly loved,is that so much to ask? Everyone wants real love and not fake and I guess i want something real,I wanna be held and kissed and fucked really good...I just want real fucking love..."

"The thing im about to tell you,might answer all you're questions..the secret ive been hiding is that...im madly in love with you I have been for years,and I dont know how to tell you...well upuntil now. Tyler I love you with all my heart,I want to be that person for you,i want to hold you,kiss you,fuck you I want to be the reason for you're smile everyday..please tell me you feel the same"?

"I...i..I do feel the same..im just scared if I let you in again you're going to hurt me again..im in love with you and always have been,but im just scared that you're going to hurt me and use me again if I give you my heart..I need to be sure that you won't fuck up my heart ever again..so please tell me the truth..I need to know".

"Tyler...I promise with all my heart I won't hurt you please just give me this chance to show you what you mean to me,please this is what I have always dreamed about..you're my perfect princess and you deserve to be treated like one..please hunny..and about you cutting you're self why hunny you're to beautiful to mess up that perfect skin..I love you Tyler please".

"I..okay I will give you this chance but if you fuck this up then were done for good,im not saying I love you right now because I want time,you need to earn those three words,and until you have all my trust you won't get those words".

"I completely understand... so I guess the big question is still out there..... tyler will you please be my boyfriend and I promise I won't ever hurt you...please"?

"Yes I will be you're boyfriend!"

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