Ta_mmy

"How dare you?! How dare you tell the class we're friends?!!!" She screamed at me right after landing that slap on my face. "That's because youre my friend" i managed to curl up a smile on my red face. "Shut up!! We are not friends okay!!! Now you are going to tell everyone exactly what i just said!!"

"But i cant tell a lie. We are friends" 

It wouldn't have cost me anything to just succumb to her wishes but i didnt, all because of the crush i had for her, and that cost me a whole lot. Linda's parents were major sponsors to the school and she managed to create a scandal against me and i got expelled. I spent most of my teenage like being homeschooled and disconnected from the world. I would have loved for my new life to last forever but it all had to stop when my parents told me i would have to be re-enrolled in my former school. Apparently, facing my fears was the best option according them. A story about closeted lesbian teen like me is one that needs to be heard.

The Inner Me

We pulled away from each other's lips and stared at each other for a few seconds. Seconds turned into minutes. We both tried to break the silence but our 'medulla oblongata couldn't think of the best words for the situation of awkwardness 'Do you wanna talk about this?' Jean finally broke the silence. I didn't know what to say. I just never saw myself being in this situation with my best friend. I managed to slip some words out of my mouth "I don't know, do you?". She lowered her eyes to the floor and rubbed her right arm with her left arm as she said "yeah kind of". It was so obvious that she had a thing for me.


it's because I'm gay...