Chapter 18

"Where am I?" I asked as I look around me.

I was under the spotlight and I can't see anything but myself. My body was smaller than usual. This makes me feel like I am in DejaVu.

"Miyu-chan~" Suddenly, a stranger man's voice called out my name.

"Who is it?!" I screamed.

I turn around as soon as I feel someone is behind me but there's nothing.

"Found you..." All of a sudden, I felt someone whispered next to my ear.

I turn my back and my whole body is petrified. It was him.

"Please, no! Don't come any closer!" I backed off step by step.

"Miyu-chan~ Come to sensei, I have a lot of candies for you inside the room...." That man slowly approached me.

"No!! I don't want anything to do with you! Let me go!!" I screamed.

He grabs my hand forcefully and drags me into a dark room with absolutely no light. I was scared and I don't know what to do. I try to scream but my voice is gone. It's gone.....

He pulls me into the darkest room I ever seen in my life. I try to escape by holding on the door frame.

"What are you doing, Miyu-chan? You know that sensei hate disobedient child, right?" He turns and looks at me. He raises his hand, ready to beat me.

"No! No, please stop it. NOO!!!!" I screamed my lung out.

*GASP!!*

I opened my eyes wide and saw the blank, white ceiling of my room. My forehead was drenched in sweat and my whole body was trembling in fear. The heart beats so loud that I can't even breathe normally. My breath is getting heavier as I kept on recalling the dream I had.

'Oh God, please help me to calm down a bit....' I prayed as I clutch my chest that aching right now.

I keep on recalling what had happened to me 10 years ago. It was him, my teacher who have molested me when I was just 8 years old. If it was not for Yuuto, I don't know what would happen to me at that time.

I remembered that he was carrying me on his arm. He kept on groping my butt when I was in his arm. I feel uncomfortable and asked him to stop. But, he didn't stop there. I started to grow hatred towards him.

After some times, he brings me to the storeroom and asked me to find his book in there. I hesitated but he warned me that if I don't, I will get zero for my examination.

I went in there to find nothing but just P.E. equipment. Before I could even get out from there, he closes the door and started to undress his shirt.

I was terrified and I scream as loud as I could but nobody was there to save me. He holds my tiny hand against the wall and he began to sniff around my neck. Soon, he started to lick my collarbone.

Suddenly, an adult in a police uniform knocks down the door. He pointed his gun at my teacher and asked him not to move.

My teacher started to get panic. He rushes towards him while holding a bat on his hand. The policeman gets shocked and he randomly shots him. Unfortunately, the bullet didn't hit him.

My teacher hit the bat on his head and that policeman falls unconscious. The gun that he is holding, slips off his hand. I quickly grab the gun with my handkerchief from my pocket. I pointed it at my teacher and ready to pull the trigger.

As soon as he turns looking at me, I closed my eyes and pulled the trigger.

"Go to hell, you scumbag," I whispered.

*BANG!*

The gunfire echoes loudly in the room. My teacher slowly falls to the ground and his blood flows out from his forehead. I put back the gun on the policeman's hand. I feel scared but I didn't tremble. I know what I am doing is wrong and yet I don't feel like I am doing anything wrong.

Soon, the policeman wakes up and notice me shivering in the corner. He also notices that my teacher was shot in the head. He assumes that it was his doing because to him, there's no way a small child like me would dare to kill anyone.

The policeman called for back up through his walkie talkie. Soon, the place is crowded. I was taken by a policewoman to the counselling room and started to ask me questions.

Most of the questions were about how the teacher assaulted me. I tell me everything but I never talk about how I shot him in the head after the policeman passes out.

After that, I went home with my parents. My mother hugged me tightly along the way home while my father looks at me through the mirror as he drives us home. I know that they are worried about me but I can't smile even though I tried to.

Soon when I went back to school, I didn't dare to talk to anyone. I always hide in the corner of the classroom. If there's any male teacher try to approach me, I would instantly scream at them although they didn't touch me at all.

All of my friends think that I am crazy so they have avoided me. But Yuuto was different, he is the only one that willing to talk to me. All thanks to him pestering me, I finally could talk without fear to anyone. Although my condition becomes better, I still prefer being alone all to myself.

I look up to the sky and it was still dark. It was only just 4 in the morning. I lay down my head on my pillow and try to relax for a bit.

'I guess killing someone is not that bad at all. No one knows that I killed that pedo-scumbag.' I covered my eyes with my arm.

Every time if I have this kind of nightmare, I rarely could get myself to sleep back again.

*Sigh~*

"Well... it was just another bad dream, I guess....." I murmured myself.