"Geez, did dad just hit his head on something so hard that's making him talking about those shit?!" I slam the door behind me.
*Inhale~*
*Sigh~*
Taking a deep breath, I let go a big sigh and throw myself on my bed with my yukata's box. Then, I slowly open the white envelope and as always there's a small dried Iris flower placed together with the letter that my grandmother write. I can't help myself but smile a little as I look at the flower in my hand.
Taking out the letter from the envelope, I began to read silently her beautiful writing that I always envy.
'Miyu-chan, it's been a while since I have written you a letter. How are you, sweetie? I hope that you are healthy and always have been bright like the sun.
Do you know how much I have missed you, my dear? Every day as I look at the beautiful Iris flower on the yard, I have been thinking about you. This yukata that I have especially sew for you was designed by your cousin's drawing. All I have to do was just wove it and it comes together perfectly.
Oh, how I hope I could see you in this yukata! It must've been marvellous on you since it matches your fair skin and beautiful hazel eyes of yours that's filled with kindness gaze. Do come and visit me some time okay? I miss you a lot. Until then, may the time reunites us in the future.
Your beloved granny,
Matsui Yumeko.'
''Ah...So it was Hikaru-kun that's helped granny to design this yukata, huh? No wonder it seems different from the usual designs.'' I finally understand why there's a bit different in this yukata with the previous one she gave to me when I was 16.
Folding back the letter into the envelope, I went to search for my bag and takes out the 2 boxes of chocolate that Touma and Yuuto give to me.
Sitting on the floor, I decide to open Yuuto's first since I am curious what does he mean when he said I will know it if I open the box. Looking at the box that's warped with blue colour wrap paper, I carefully unwrap the box.
In the box, there are love shaped chocolates with my name on it and a piece of envelope. Feeling curious, I open the envelop and there's theme park ticket in it without any letter.
''Entrance ticket for theme park? I should give him a call but first, I should take a bite of this cute chocolate that he makes~'' I grab a piece of the chocolate that Yuuto made and eat it down in one bite.
Instantly, I fall in love with the sweetness of the chocolate that melted in my mouth. My heart was filled with all kind of emotions.
'Damn! This chocolate was tasty. I wonder if he has any more left in his house...maybe I should share this with mom and dad.' I close the box of chocolate and put it to the side.
Reaching out for my phone at my bed, I swipe open the phone and dial Yuuto's number.
*Doot Doot....*
''Moshi moshi, Yamamoto desu.''
''Yuuto-kun, good evening~" I cheerfully replied to him.
''Ah! Miyu-chan. So have you open the chocolate box I gave to you at school just now?'' His voice sounds very excited from the other side of the phone.
''Yup, I did. The chocolate tastes good and I like it.''
''Thank goodness you like it....''
''Oh, about the theme park thing—''
''You have to go no matter what!'' Suddenly he cuts in and interrupts what I was about to say.
''Eh—"
''You already promise me that you will go out and have fun with me remember that evening? It was a price in exchange for the baking lesson!'' He sounds a bit pushing in some way.
''No, Yuuto-kun, hear me out first. You have misunderstan—"
"Or maybe you hate me and doesn't want me anymore since you are so close with Touma-san...." He said with disappointment.
''Wait, are you jealous of Touma-san being close with me these few days?''
''Yes, I am! Now I am going to hang up the call and throw away the ticket if you don't want to go with me. Hmph!'' He angrily hangs up the call.
''Eh?" Holding the phone next to my ear, I was speechless for a moment.
"WHAT'S WRONG WITH THAT ASSHOLE?! HOW DARE HE HANG UP ON ME WITH THAT ATTITUDE!!'' I scolded the phone and throw it on the bed.
''Hmph! Did he hits his head on the lamp post when he rides back to his house just now?'' Crossing my arm, I seat down on the floor and rip open the pastel purple warp paper of the chocolate box that Touma gives.
The box contains the same heart-shaped chocolate that I saw he make at Yuuto's house. It was decorated with flowers design along the outline of the heart-shaped chocolate that made out of white chocolate.
After taking a bite of the chocolate, I was quite surprised that it was not as sweet as Yuuto's one, instead, it tastes bitterly sweet. I suppose he makes a new one at home. So, I decided to give him a text to thank him for the chocolate.
'Touma-san, thank you for the chocolate. It tastes a bit different from the others since it was bitter and sweet at the same time. Thanks a lot~' I texted him.
Not long after the text, he called me. I was quite excited since it was the first time he called me through the phone.
''Moshi moshi, Takahashi desu.'' I answered.
''Good evening, pancake. I am glad that you like the chocolate that I make it for you.'' His gentle voice makes my heart skip a beat.
''By the way, do you forget to add sugar in the chocolate?''
''Nope, I use dark chocolate to make that chocolate for you. Too much sweetness will only make your teeth rotten.'' He advised.
"Oh...I sees...."
''Okay then, I need to hang up now. My mother was calling for me.'' Touma said.
''Then see you tomorrow at school then.''
''Bye, Miyu-san. See you tomorrow.'' He hangs up.
'Looks like I need to brush my teeth then. Thank goodness he advised me just now.' I head towards the bathroom as I put away the chocolate.
***
''Miyu-san, do you know that falling in love taste just like the chocolate? It was sweet yet painfully bitter at the same time and yet we humans crave for more... Will you except me when you know that I have played with a lot of others feeling, just like my mother....?'' I whispered to myself with full of regret.
Looking at my phone dimmed screen, I stare at my own reflection blankly. I can only see my purple eyes reflected all my sins on the screen.