Ferocious Fears

The thirteen year-old girl felt herself lying on a soft mattress,she's vulnerable from all the things Clark did to her minutes ago. Right after she fell on the floor she remembered,herself drifting to subconsciousness and felt a harsh grip in both of her arms.

Thea slowly opened her eyes,only to see Clark on top of her. She heavily breathed as the atmosphere is all new to her,with all her strength she pushed Clark aside who's hungrily kissing her neck while his both hands are running along her sensitive parts of her body,instantly making her feel extremely uncomfortable. Her small figure can't even budge Clark's strength,the young man keep on violating her small body while Thea can't no longer keep herself from crying as she feels disgusted in the situation she's in.

With all her might,Thea kicked Clark in his most sensitive part;his reproductive organ instantly making Clark scream in pain. Clark whined in pain rolling himself beside Thea and making constant groan out of pain. Thea took this chance run away from Clark,picking up her clothes on the way,it was then she realized that she's in Clark's room. His room is quite complicated that it took Thea a while to find the way out,luckily she made her way out of his room with only in her undies.

She couldn't care for more to this chance and made her way towards her room and locked herself in there. The moment she entered her room,she saw herself in the mirror,and found several hickeys in her neck and chest. The sight itself made her feel disgusted and immediately made her way towards her bathroom to wash.

The warm water of the shower didnt calm her down,her small figure is still shaking from the things that happen,it is too much for just one night. She never did thought Clark would do such a filthy things to her,his cousin. On the slightest hope she had,she is sure that Clark didnt took her innocence as her womanhood didnt show any signs of being penetrated. But the thought of him made her cry,all she is feeling right is disgust and fear.

The thought of escaping from this house made it impossible to for her,since her room is in the basement and no other openings,she can't call her uncle or other people for help since Clark broke her phone and even telephone. All the doors were locked and the keys are probably in Clark's possession,the idea of sneaking in to get the keys terrifies Thea. For her,her room is the safest place for her and she's afraid to go outside.

Thinking from all that happened tonight,she found herself regretting as she remembered her uncle's suggestion of sending his subordinate here to accompany the both of them in two days.

*I should have agreed to it!How am I so stupid!This is all my fault!.....Two days!Two days I'll be locking myself in here to safe,how can that be possible?!Oh god,please help me!.....How am I so unlucky?!*

Thea cried and scream loudly in the bathroom,she throw her shampoo to the mirror in front of her causing it to shatter. When she went out of the bathroom,she broke all the mirror as she hates seeing herself through it. Thea calmed herself down when she saw the scissors on the floor,she picked it up and pointed it towards her neck.

*Annie's right,I better join my parents in the afterlife.* Thea cried as she mustered up all her courage to kill herself. She took a deep breath,closed her eyes and tighten her grip to the scissors. But she found herself giving up,she couldn't do such a thing to herself. The feeling of disappointment ,disgust,and being belittled is overwhelming her whole being and lowered her head,because of this,Thea saw her wet,long black hair. She stared at it for a little and images rushed through her mind; Clark harshly pulling her hair and harassed her,Annie pulling her hair and attempted to kill her.

Without hesitation,Thea cut her hair to short just enough to cover all the hickeys Clark gave to her.

*Why's the world is so cruel towards me? Just.....What have I done?*

Just in,she heard a loud banging of her door,and at that moment her ferocious fears arose again. She immediately get dressed and locked herself inside her bathroom.

"Thea! Open the door! You have nowhere to go! Your'e so fucked up right now!"Clark's voice was heard inside her bedroom,even at the bathroom. Thea just keep on listening Clark's shout and feeling safe inside the bathroom. She waited until Clark gets tired and the room went silent,Thea attempted to go out of the bathroom when she heard the door in her bedroom opened. That's when her heart can't stop beating rapidly and went to block herself in the door. The loud knocking run through Thea's ears as she cant stop herself from shivering,she saw the door knob moving. Without thinking twice she tightly hold the door knob to avoid Clark from getting in,but she is too weak,and accidentally lets go of the door knob,a reason for Clark to got in.

Thea hurriedly run towards the other side of the bathroom and starting to cry. As soon Clark got in, he flashed a devilish smile and stood calmly in the door,while holding the keys.

"Oh my,what a tease,so I must say,that you want to do it here. How mischievous." Clark hysterically laughed.

"Why are you doing this?!"Thea cried.

"Isn't it obvious?! I want you so bad!" he responded and walked closer to Thea.

"Are you an idiot?! I am your cousin! How could you do this to me.?!"

"Cousin,or what so ever,I dont care!"Clark said and aggressively grabbed Thea by her arm.

Clark,dragged Thea out of the room and pulled her towards his body and grabbed her waist. Thea couldn't stop crying and keep on hoping this would end.

"You cut your hair short,though I kinda love your long black hair,but you look more enticing with your hair now."Clark whispered to her ear softly.