"I am pregnant, " I say looking into his eyes intensely but his face is emotionless. 

"what? "he asks stunned, he paces around for a few minutes "I can't take care of a child right now" he snaps holding the office table tightly. 

"We have to because I have no way to go," I say pleading for acknowledgment and understanding. 

"what do you mean, " he said eyeing me suspiciously. 

"my parent disowned me," I say looking down in shame.                      

"I will take you in but don't expect me to care for you and your baby because all this means nothing to me" he glanced at me before walking out of his office. 

Tears run down my cheek, feeling of embarrassment, and lost claws in my heart. 

I lost everything my family, my self-esteem, I feel lost and worthless.

Most of all I lost love.

Verdict of Love

I am currently pacing in front of the delivering room waiting for any news, a few minutes ago the baby was brought out wrapped in a white cloth but still no news about Shiloh.


I run my hand through my hair agitated " nurse is everything okay in there?" I ask a nurse leaving the room with a tray in hand.


"Just relax sir," she says softly trying to walk away.


"dammit if one more person tells me to relax one more time I won't restrain the impulse to break down this door and make sure everyone in that room loses their job " I snap getting a wary and sympathetic look from the people around.


The nurse flinches away from me before walking away in fear.


I punch the wall in anger and frustration before checking my front pocket for my phone then dialing Emma's number " finally he notice the world doesn't revolve around him" she says sarcasm lacing her words.


I sigh feeling irritated by her " Emma I really d.." 


"Chance why you are calling?" She asks cutting me off.


Chapter 24