Chapter 59 Is my mommy going to be okay?

Perhaps—

We never really get over our first love. We tend to pretend that we don't care about the anymore and that their actions don't affect us but the truth is they do. Our first loves were and always will be the first people who introduced these weird feelings within us. There were mostly likely our first heartbreak and that gives a distinct feeling of bitterness. First loves might also have been responsible for taking away most of our other firsts as well. They mean more to us than we would like to think. Getting over them was probably the hardest thing anyone has ever had to do. Some say you never get over them, you just find a coping mechanism to get you through the rest of your life but one thing for sure is when you do see them; your heart and mostly likely to flutter. Be it with hatred or just a nostalgic feeling. That hate could easily turn back into love and quickly turn back into hate.