Chapter 77

(y/n) P.O.V. 1st Person

"This dick is up for sucking!" Akemi exclaims. The others crowd around, but he seems to be staring at me, "You alright, (y/n)?"

"Huh?" I respond, seeming to barely assess his words.

"Don't you want to suck on it?" He looks so down.

"Yes, I'm just lost in thought. I heard that Yaguchi is sick today." I head over to the couch, kneeling down.

"Kyosuke can be hopeless when he's sick," Kashima chuckles, "I'll probably go check on him after school."

I nod. My hands grasp onto Akemi's dick as I swirl my tongue around him. Yuri's also busy blowing Tamura off, but things are pretty chill here today. We're not doing any particular activities per se, just hanging.

"Stop it! Stop it!" Toono shouts.

"Oh, do you wanna do it instead, Toono?" Akemi asks.

"No, it's gross watching (y/n) blow off other guys. I don't want to see anyone do that, but especially not them." Toono looks away, he's a blushing mess.

"Toono," I smile, "I can suck you off too if you want."

His face turns beet red. "I-I I'm alright!"

"What's the matter?" I creep towards him.

"Not with so many people around," he whines.

"I'm telling you! It was amazing!" Shikatani-senpai squeals. Curiosity takes the better of me and I join in on his and Itome's conversation. Akemi seems interested too. "I get hard just looking at him. But he's so big! When I have it in my mouth, it feels like my jaw might fall right off. But it's hard to get condoms in his size, and even though we do it a lot it still hurts." I'm not sure who he's talking about, but I don't want to interrupt. "Plus we need lots of lube since he's uncircumcised. And also Matsumura-sensei…"

I tense up. 'Matsumura-sensei?' I remember seeing his bloody nose a little over a week ago after they had done it. "Uh, hey, Shikatani-senpai?" He pauses and looks at me. "I don't think you should be doing it with Matsumura-sensei. I mean, I know he's into pain and stuff and that's the kind of thing you hate." You're not very sexually compatible and you don't even like him from what it seems.

"Don't butt into other people's sex lives," he glares at me. "I can do it with who I want to."

"But I can tell you don't like it-"

"Shut up!" He hisses. Last I saw him like this was that day with the bloody nose. "I have to do it." He realizes he's slipped up, but before I can say anything he grabs me by the collar, "Even if we stop what am I supposed to do? You can't even do it as often as the rest of us here need to. Matsumura-sensei and I, we do it every day at least. You want me to stop? Then you do it." 

My cheeks heat up. "I could and I will if that's what it takes."

He looks away from me, "That would never be enough. Just stay out of my personal life."