The magic emblem of the Muireann

It took me weeks to accept all the reality, sometimes I still thought it was a joke but one thing I was more than sure about, was it real or should I not talk about it with Hector since we had promised not only to tell each other everything but to be there when the other one needed it and I needed it badly.

As I had been busy I couldn't tell him that day or the following days, I had to keep on doing the idea for weeks until he finally had a day off, logically I wrote him by text message that I had to tell him something curious, he told me that he also wanted to see me but he had come up with another job with a slight trip, but he promised to finish it quickly and see us, so I agreed to do 2 things, the first to reverse the spell and the second to catch up on classes, clearly the kids had asked for permission to help me with some things.

Deep down I felt that they were getting in, but a part of me was afraid that all this was just a bad joke, Jade was helping me with the Latin, Perla on her side was looking for ancient spells along with Nestor and Sebastian had managed to bring my stuff and my cute Spencer, seeing him pulling me with his claws only made me laugh, he was a loving and playful love like the one.

Becoming familiar with my things was not easy, but to recover the rest of my identity and search for the longest spell to become me again, not that it wasn't me, but part of my identity made me feel partly empty, while looking at my phone I remembered the Wicca spells I had saved, most of them were for protection and aromatization, I knew it was risky to invent words and close with Latin phrases, but trying it didn't cost anything so I said

Me: I'll risk quoting Spencer spells, maybe I'm crazy, but it might work.

Spencer just turned to me and walked away a little bit as he watched me watch what I was doing and saying.

I: -sighing and rising from the bed- well, let's go there, clear your mind Agatha and I will center -long pause- pure magic, white magic, one wish I have and would like to grant, return the memories of the one who quotes this, oh great white magic, let my memories return "Iterum Veni".

I wait for a while and close my eyes, I felt like Spencer was not even saying meow waiting to see if what he had said worked, after 10 minutes I could only sigh and say to myself "well, it seems that it wasn't", I smiled and raised my shoulders a little, I decided to play with Spencer for a while and wait for the kids to tell them what I had done and that apparently I had failed.

After a few hours my name was Hector and he told me that he had finished the work recently, but he found it curious not to find traffic and to get home quickly, at first it just seemed a coincidence and I agreed to meet him, after hanging up the call I said

Me: chance does not exist but the inevitable, maybe the spell only understood that I wanted to see what and not that I wanted to recover my memories -sigh- well... At least it worked.

Spencer just wagged her tail and while she was still spoiled she left a note to the kids and then looked for the clothes to go out, as it was 4:00 pm I thought we could take a long walk and watch the sunset, so I left partly warm as cold times were coming, after telling her where we would meet I calmly got off the apartment and left quietly, there was a clear sky without a black cloud and that seemed great.

Even though I walked calmly I arrived 10 minutes before the scheduled time, so I decided to go into a paint store and see how much the paint cost, brushes and some paintings of them that also sold, were accessible but I didn't even know how to paint, but if I knew someone who loved painting, then I went to the cafeteria and asked for a frappuccino and a cappuccino, I liked both but it would depend on the weather which I would drink later.

As I left the cafeteria I saw Hector and when I approached him to say hello he gave me an unsuspecting bear hug that I didn't know how to react to and after the surprise I hugged him tightly as if I wished the world would stop to enjoy the hug some more, after a few minutes we separated and I indicated him to take a walk in a less busy place since the subject to be discussed was delicate, clearly his curiosity won him over but he agreed, so while we were walking I explained to him what had happened with luxury and details, obviously he reacted the same way I did, he laughed thinking it was a joke, but then his gesture relaxed and said

Hector: It's not a joke, right? it's just that I find it hard to believe. -He looks at me confused by my gesture.

Me: it's not a joke, it's true... I don't get angry that you're laughing, since I did the same thing, I laughed for a while and I was wondering the same thing, I can't deny that I'm still wondering, but I feel that it's not a lie.

Hector: you say that because of your sixth sense, do you trust them?

Me: the truth is that if, when I met them I felt something curious, as if they were really friends for months, I know it sounds silly, but I trust them, even though my brain is cautious.

Hector: -laughs- I love that about you, you're so much heart, that's why I made a decision?

Me: I understand, I know it's not easy to believe me, I know that maybe I sound crazy and that you don't want someone like that in your life, forgive me for having made you uncomfortable. -he gets out of the chair to leave-

Hector: Wait, where are you going?

Me: well, to go home, I understand and respect your decision.

Hector: What? Let's see, I got lost, besides you haven't even let me finish talking, do you really think I want to lose you, ok if I admit that it sounds like fantasy and madness, but I love that about you.

Me: -Amazing-

Hector: What I decided was to go to meet and support you.

Me: What, why? .... I am in doubt.

Hector: Ag I believe and trust you, I know you don't lie and if I can help you I will.

Me: but, are you sure about this and if I really am a witch -lower your voice almost finishing your comment-

Hector: Well, you are, and that won't change anything, you'll still be you.

I was still amazed and while I was looking at him I could only blush, for once in my life I felt complete and I loved that, while we were on our way to the cafeteria the rain was present, while we were running to the cafeteria I felt strange, I tried not to worry Hector and arrive with him, even though I arrived almost out of breath and dizzy. Not that I would have run a long distance, the truth is that there was no explanation, Hector was worried because he saw me as pale as a paper and trying to talk, he entered the cafeteria with me and sat on a chair while he hugged me and gave me warmth.

He thought that I was a mixture of cold and rain, but that was further from reality, I could hardly keep my eyes open and I felt that I was fading, I still heard his voice and other voices in the distance, I forced myself to open my eyes and tell him "I will be fine", after a few minutes that for me were hours I heard the voices of Nestor, Perla, Jade and Sebastian, I could feel some things although they were light.

Then I did not hear anything except my own voice forcing me to wake up, after seeing a light I followed it and noticed that it was a beautiful pin type emblem, it was big and very beautiful, with soft red and orange tones, also golden, the emblem of our institute was a big Phoenix with two crossed magic sticks, it shone like a big star in spite of its size when I took it between my hands I heard a great voice saying

Mysterious voice: at last I find you, I have been looking for you for a long time, you are a non-witch being a witch, I heard your curious spell, it is something strong to still not have your magic at one hundred percent.

Me: Who are you?

Mysterious voice: -silence-

I: -sigh- some advice

Mysterious voice: -laughs- you are impatient, I have a message for you from the great wizards and it says so: *if the truth you wish to find clear your mind and you will see, a desire for truth is not just words and already, if your true witch wishes to recover a star you must wish* and my advice is to stop thinking so much, we all observe you and know your potential, trust you more.

While I wanted to ask more I noticed how the brooch was disappearing.

Me: wait, don't go.

Then I heard again the voices that were calling me and little by little I woke up, we were at home and I was still in the arms of Hector, while I opened my eyes and moved my hands Hector only kissed my forehead and said

Hector: Thank God and you are well.

Me: What happened to me?

Hector: You fainted, for sure it was the cold.

Jade: Are you okay? -Jade: Are you all right?

Me: yes I am.... Guys... it's good to see you, I'm fine. -talking and moving slowly-

Perla: What happened?

Hector: I'll tell you, Ag did a spell on her own to recover her memory, she explained to me that she wasn't sure it would have worked and when we were going to have coffee it started to rain and she felt bad.

Sebastian: that's weird and what spell was it?

Me: an invented one.

Everyone looked at me in astonishment and even more when I told them the spell, according to the kids the closing was the right one, but they could not say the same about the rest, they asked me to rest since they had permission for a few days, so they could help me, after everyone spoke Nestor explained that the emblems were ready and that soon they would not give them, when saying that I remembered slight things, I decided to write them down and then try to understand it.