Chapter 4

Endless Love.

Week's had passed APPLE, it seems still work as a Dean's caused Mr Pajardo still in Europe now for he's treatments since were the time when her was in the elevator with Alexis, those usuals feelings bother her until now she doesn't know how to react when she facing at him she always felt nervous and panting, her feelings now were very different like before yes she has a crush for him but her feelings before when she sees him she always excited and happy, but now it's different. Her heartbeat was throb faster when he, talking at her. Only he makes felt her a very difficult experience ever of being facing at the guy she already facing a lot of men and talking but she did not feel the same way she felt about him right now.

"Damn you have done well nothing in my life instead you always messed up and hurt me I can't forget that I want to be a stronger brave woman but when it 'comes to him I felt fragile very fragile I don't know what should I do "

She said at her mind and tear fell from her eyes she immediately wiped her tears using her middle fingers. she's now at her condo she doesn't want to go out because in her stomach she is still laying down on her bed while Read the books.

Someone knocked on the door and she wonders she hasn't expected someone visitors now.She landed the books on the side table and Slowly sat on the edge of the bed before getting up she couldn't help but Groaned of the pain she gradually walked towards the door.

"Hm ---" She did not continue what she was going to say when The guy always bothered on her mind was in front of her now with the smiled on his lips She took a deep breath.

"Please Alexis, not now" Hearing those words from Apple, Alexis, face Slowly turned soft, and for some reason, he felt pity for her who begged him to stop teasing and messed her up.

Her weak eyes expression it makes suffocating for him.

"Is she has a sick now"? He asked himself and spontaneously he's hands raised to her forehead to check her but his breath relieved when her temperature was good.

Apple was stunned, at what Alexis had done, and stared at him.

"Why are you here anyway"? She asked in a slow voice.

"I'm here because I care for you"He said and she smiled Fantastically.

"Thanks but you may go I might bother you,"She said.

"No, I'm not here to mess flattering you,"He said, to her.

"I'm fine nothing to worry," She said even though she was new to what he acts now.Did to her she just ignored and doesn't mind.

"This is new maybe he was pretending care about me " She thought.

"Stop pretending I know that you're a fragile woman after all you can't handle your self,"He said she couldn't help to cry he thickness face insults her she wanted to shout at him but she was not in the mood now to arguing with him.How dare him to said that at her she is not pretending.

"I'm sorry huh did I bother you for being fragile"? She said in a full of sarcasm  voice.yes she already knows that but he reminds her yeah it's true but she feels insulted she don't wanna argue with him but based on the tune of her voice now it smells like our argument.

"I can handle myself go a-way please," She said and Alexis hugged her that was stunned a moment.

"Let me go your a bastard I hate you," She said and snapped at him.

"I'm sorry Apple, I'm sorry" He apologized and she sighed.

"If everyone gets sorry why is the police needed please leave me alone," She said and he immediately stepping out she sat on the couch while holding her head of the frustrations.

When Alexis arrived at his condo unit he immediately took his key and walked towards the elevator to go into the club he needs to calm himself he clenched before pressed the Elevator bottom he doesn't even know but he felt so very hurt as Apple treat him those happened lately between them.

When he arrived at the club he got inside the smell of alcohol and cigarettes greeted him and he walked towards the table while watching Gima dance on the floor he took the one Glass vodka and swallowed immediately,.Gima's gradually nearing at him with a desires face and Slowly flirty dance in front of him.

He encircling his arms around Gima's waist while Gima's also Arm's encircle around his neck and Gima's grind, at his length before winked at him once whispered to him.

"I miss you so much let me drive you crazy tonight and send you to the heavens, 💦" Games said with full Temptation desires of her voice before went back on the dance floor he bites his lips while watching her Dance and give him an enticing kinky winked.

He smiled.

After Apple, took a half bath she lay down on her bed and closed her eyes but a usuals time Alexis, appear on her mind she closed her eyes tightly and looked for something to think about for but he never lose on her mind she sighed and sat the edge of the bed and looked outside.

She decided to went to the balcony and bring the books for passing the time.

She sat on the bench without noticing the time she folded her hands on top of the table and rested her head on the table she closed her eyes and she did not know that the blinking of her eyes continued and she slept peacefully while leaning on the table.

The next day she woke up and she was almost overwhelmed by the pain in her body she was stunned by the computer on top of her back she was confused.

"I didn't bring a comforter last night and wait -"She was stunned by the sharp comforter.

"And who put it here someone got in no! My god"! She said and quickly went to her room but there was no scattered equipment then she smiled and breathing relief sighed.

"Whoever covered her his/such a kind," She said and went into the bathroom.

Alexis, cook his breakfast. Last night when he with Gima concluded makes a fight over the bed he went home immediately.

He smiled when he remembered the late night on the Balcon he leaves just to accuse him of trespassing he 'entered Apple room without her permission he just went through the balcony.

Flashback.

While Alexis, staring at Apple, who was Sleep peacefully on the table he took away the hair who was blocking Apple's face, and he couldn't help pinched Apple's Nose thank God she didn't wake up he wanna kiss her, and claim her tonight and sent her in the bliss but she doesn't deserve this, she's not like Gima, even a little he had still respect for her. He went back to his room and took the comforter he immediately clawing back into the balcony when she arrived he immediately hugged her once kissed her on the forehead and went out.

End of flashback.

He smiled and blinked when he smelled something 'burned he looking at what he Cook and he shook when the sandwich was burned.

"Tsk ---" He tsked and put the burned sandwich on the rotten trashcan before makes a new sandwich it's weekend now he was going to their mansion later he promised his mom that he will come.

Afterward made he the sandwich his seat at the table and also made his coffee.

While Apple was eating at her table, she never lost thought of who the owner of the comforter she took her phone and called her friend. Yes, she has a friend.

"What's up Manzanas how are you" Aira, warmly greeted her.

"Hi, I'm fine how about you. still there in your mansion"? She asks.

"Yeah I'm still there it's boring I don't have to do anything except work at home you know mom she's very strict when it comes to me as long as I know she did this because she will protect me you know she is weird at because she's my mom I will understand her, "Aira said to her and she smiled.

"Yeah that's good That's the parents act especially your only child," She said and the other Line fell silent.

"Ai-Ai-you okay" Ai-still there"?She asked on the Other line.

"Yeah ahmm anyway let's meet now in the Sm mall if you are free" Aira, said and she felt at her belly.

"Sure" She replied.

"Alright see you there" Aira, said.

"Yes see you" She answered and dropped the Call since she finished bathing she walked towards her closet and looked for her clothes.

Someone knocks on the door and since she expected Lyn now who took her all dirty clothes for going to the laundry she walked towards the door while she wrapped the towel around her body.

When she opened the door her eyes winded, she completely thought of Lyn but it was Alexis the ungentlemanly guy ever.

"What a smooth sexy body" He comments and look at her from head to foot she seemed to faint with extreme nervousness she froze she want to walk away from him but she could not move her body and even her knee was getting weakening.

Alexis, couldn't help but laugh at the reaction he even looked at her and try to grab the towel that only covered her body to tease her more he wondered that she doesn't do anything and still standing in front of him.

"Ow stop it " Finally she Speak and immediately held the towel off her chest and suddenly closed the door and Leaning over while holding her chest "Those usuals feeling"She mumbled.

"Auh what happened to me what did he do to me auh I don't know I was hypnotized by the way he looked at me"

She muttered and took the water she felt her lips and throat was dry.

She took a deep breath and calmed herself she needs to know what her feelings for him it's very difficult for her this an indescran able feeling.

She immediately got dressed and left her condo and

She drove into the Sm.

When she arrived she parked her car in the basement and stepping into the elevator she immediately went straight to Zara For sure Aira was already there she pulled open the glass door and she saw Aira shopping for clothes she approached and greeted her.

"Good that you already here let's eat let's just come back here I'm hungry," Aira said, and they went out immediately and walked to the restaurant they immediately sat down and ordered.

While they are waiting for their order, she couldn't stop thinking about what happened earlier.

"Earth Manzanas You look depressed is that really because you a Dean's now is such a difficult which makes your brains Cracked"?Aira said and wave her hands she blinked and sighed.

"Yes and I don't know what to do it's not about my Work it's about my feelings for these fast weeks I felt so weird," She said and Aira's eyebrows tingled with curiously looking at her.

"What do you mean what is your feeling"?Aira asked her.

"Just because of the guy he always bothers me his presence made me Uneasiness and I felt so nervous I froze when he stares at me especially from head to foot I hypnotized I don't know what shall I do," She said and Aira, gaze at her calmly.

"What do you think happened to I was confused right now you know that feeling," She said and she touched her shoulder with a smile.

"You're in love based on your feelings now it's obvious," Aira said, to her and she was surprised.

"What? Seriously I know what it feels like to be in love and it isn't how I feel now if I in love I should be happy when I saw him but I didn't feel that"She said to Aira,

"Let me ask You.are you have experienced the feeling of Inlove before"?Aira asked, and she remembered the feelings for Alexis, before.

"Yeah, I have a crush I used to be, "She said and Aira just laughed at her.

"Manzanas, wake up you never know the difference between Crush and love," Aira said and she shook her head.

"Tsk I'm teacher educator and I had no time to Leard about Love and crush," She said.

"Okay listen Girl. Crush is defined as a brief but intense infatuation for someone, especially someone inappropriate or unattainable.

And Love is an intense feeling of deep affection you

And that's how you feel now.

You know That's very intense feelings. That's scary feelings how If he can't reciprocate your feelings for him and that's very hurt you know that "Aira said, and she wanted to sink to the ground and cry until her feelings disappear now.

" That was exactly what I thought now I was so scared of being broken again this is a very difficult situation Aira, I already know that because in the first place he can do it because he also did it before Ai, I do not want to be a desperate woman again Ai, you think it will disappear or not"?She asked and she just shrugs.

"I don't know Manzanas, that's impossible ones hit you with love that's blurred to disappear" Aira, said and her shoulder fell.

Until they are finished shopping she said the Love words were bothered on her Mind until she got to her condo.

It should not happen she hurt for sure.

"It should be while it's still early I'll be suppressed these feelings or else I'm getting hurt again and again knowing him the very ungentlemanly guy he doesn't care about my feelings and he might be taking advantage of my feelings for him if she knows about this.

He already knows when it comes to him I'm becoming fragile" She just cried while thinking What should her so she went to the balcony taking a cold fresh air she held tightly to the wall.

After she was feeling better she went back to her room.

Took her sling bag she was decided to go their home she already missed her family especially her dogs there.

She drove into their house.

"Suzzy how are you ahhm'" She Greeted warmly immediately hug her dogs when she arrived.

"Mansanas, You're here come on, "Her dad said.

"Okay, dad where's mom"?She asked stroking her fingers in Suzzy's feathers.

"In the room, "Her dad said to hug her.

"Is Kuya Apollo sometimes visit their"?She asked tenderly.

"Yeah sometimes he was visiting there with his secretary"Her dad said she raised her eyebrows looking at her dad.

"Are you believe dad that she was just a secretary"?She asked her dad shrugs.

"Will maybe knowing your Kuya was always busy.

Her dad said.

" But dad they look good for each other right," She said her voice unflattering.

"Yeah, I also see that, "Her dad said.

" Hi,  Mansanas good that your here' so shall we go later to the farm, "Her mom said together kiss her cheek.

"Of course mom  I want that I meet again my twins," She said fluffy her mom laughed.

Her twins.Which means their apple farming in the Pangasinan.

"Okay, so I just prepare, "Her mom said and went to their room.

"Dad, are you going with us"?She asks. While suzzy licks her hands.

"Yeah," Her dad said.

"Why would we invite Kuya too"She suggested her dad nod.

"That's a good idea so Call him, "Her dad said and she took her phone the line was rung it taking so long before he answers as expected he refuses it because he's busy work again but she coerced him until he decided to go with us she has smiled dropped her phone played with Suzzy.

"Suzzy chase me," She said immediately run.

Suzzy chasing her. Somehow she was amused even a   momentarily time.

She was happily playing with Suzzy she seems to return to be kids again.

When she was feeling tired she just lies down on the grass ground and Suzzy immediately attacks her while chasing her breath her tongue was getting out played her loosen hair.

"Apple, shall we go fix your self Suzzy come here," Her mom said she wiped her sweat but Suzzy bite her clothes for getting up she smiled held her head.

"Aww your so sweet Suzzy," She said slowly stand up while carrying her dog.

"Suzzy here stay there okay with the nanny while we far away," She said instantly fix her hair together with her short and coat.

"Mom I'm ready  shall we go," She said walked ahead towards the van was parking in their garage.

She was sitting in the last seat and put the earphone.

"Apple, what's your brother said is he going with us"?Her mom asked tap her shoulder.

"He said we'll see him there", She said.

"Okay, that's good for him to take a break himself, "Her mom said she pouty nod.

"Yeah" She said looking at the surroundings.

She saw a fishball vendor she was craving looking for.

"Mom can we stop please I buy that fish Ball," She said her dad instantly stops the car she immediately stepped out of the car.

Alexis immediately stops his car when suddenly someone passed in the pathway slowly his eyebrows tingled when he saw fully the woman. But he was more confused when she suddenly approach the fishball vendor without minding his car that almost hit her.

He shook his head starting his car he saw her eating while talking to her mom and dad.

Because of the fish Ball she was  almost got accident her mom and dad scold her.

"Mom,It's okay I'm safe now don't worry and thanks to the driver"She said her mom nod going back seat on the passenger seat.

When their was arrived in Pangasinan she stepping out from the van went into their town house edge of their farm.

Her mom and dad help picked harvest the Apples with them farm workers while her kuya talk one of their workers .She picked the one Apple in the basket and eat after eating she help repacking the apples put into the case.

"Hi'.. Ma'am Apple your here' ho..how are you"?One of them workers asked her she smiled it's Lenton head of the farming.

"Ahm.I'm find how about you"?She returned back ask him.

"I'm also good ma'am"He said she smiled looking at the the far.

After harvesting they are stay for a while in their town house rested  passing the time with her mom and dad 5pm their went back in the City.