Y/n pov:
"Your job is simple Ms Choi, please my customer as to how they want to be pleased. Don't you even try running. If you do, your brain would be full of leads. You hear me?" All I could do is nod slowly. I felt a lump in my throat. I can't escape...
"You won't be doing anything as for today. I want you to familiarize yourself and rest. I've specially chosen you for a special guest tomorrow evening. So don't try to do anything funny or try to escape." he threatened me." Jessica, be a sweetheart and take her to her room please." He instructed one of the girls to escort me. I just followed her.
As we're walking she begins talking. "Your name's y/n right?" she asked and I nodded. "I'm Jessica. I get it it that you're scared...I used to be in your position too. My father sold me to Big Joe too.But don't you worry, you'll get used to it. You get to earn a lot of money you know..." She tries to consoled me. I can see that she's nice as she briefed me on what I will be doing.
We arrived at my room and I'm awestricken. I came from a village where everything is ugly and not appealing. To see the state of my room gives me a culture shock. It's awesome. Then I reminded myself that I shouldn't be so impressed as I'm here to be doing a job that I will not ever want to do. Or maybe forced to be doing a job that I won't ever want to do. I'm scared...What will happen to me tomorrow? Who do I have to please?
All of this questions starts project in my mind.
Suddenly Jessica approach me, causing me to snap out of my spiral of questions. "Don't worry... You'll slay it tomorrow" she pats my shoulder. "And speaking of slay, you're outfit is ready for tomorrow...I'll do your make-up, don't you worry." She gives me a reassuring smile. I just nodded slowly and she left right after.
I'm not even keen to know what I'll be wearing for tomorrow. Whatever it is I'm not looking forward to losing my dignity to some random guy.
But just out of curiosity, I peeked into the closet to check out what I'll be wearing tomorrow. I opened the closet and found a navy blue dress, navy blue hills and some accessories.
I like the outfit. It's very pretty. I could never afford this back at home. But whatever it is, It's not worth me losing my virginity .I gotta think of a way...
I can't just let this happen to myself. But what can I do, I'm helpless.
***The Next Day****
Narrator's Pov:
Today Big Joe will be welcoming his business partner back from the U.S. He was planning to discuss on new branches for business with his partner who is huge in the drugs industry. For that Big Joe intends to bring Y/n to serve him as a welcome gift.
In the afternoon, Jessica helped Y/n to prepare for Big Joe's guest. She applies make-up on Y/n which turned out amazing.
At about 6 in the evening, Jessica brought me to the top level where the Guest and Big Joe would be having their meeting. When I got in the room, Big Joe glanced at me. "Ah yes...I have a pleasant welcome gift for you partner" He gestured to me. The guest was back-facing me. I could feel my heart pounding and increasing in speed. The suspense is too much to bear. That's it. My fate is in the hands of this man that I don't even know.
As soon as Big Joe gestured at me, the guest turns his head.
When he turned his head to look at me, I froze. How extraordinary. Never have I seen such perfection laid before my eyes. My eyes traced every single feature of his face and sinking it into my brain. His wavy, dark brown bangs falls over his forehead making it seem like a curtain over his beautiful face. His complexion. It is one of his best features. His not so pale yet not so tanned skin make him look undeniably attractive. I noticed that he puts on a pair of blue contact lens as well.
I didn't realize that I've been staring at him for quite awhile right until Big Joe voiced out
"Y/n darling, don't just stand there... come here." Big Joe requested. I walked slowly because these heels are killing me and also I felt awkward. I finally stand near Big Joe. "So Steph, this is a new girl that came yesterday. She's young, beautiful and a virgin too." Big Joe introduced me to his guest named Steph . I avoided any eye contacts with him and just looked down the entire time. I was fidgety and kept on playing with my fingers to break the awkwardness. In the corner of my eye, I could see he was staring at me with such intensity that is hard describe.
"So yeah...Y/n this is Alex Stephen Carmelio, a big shot Mafia in Korea. So behave and make sure you fulfill his needs alright?" Big Joe reminded me. I nodded slowly. I could here soft chuckles from the guest. My stomach churns at the husky sound that came from the guest. "What are you waiting for dear, greet him." Big Joe instructed me nicely masking off the warning glare he gave me.
"It's nice to meet you Mr Stephen" I said without even the slightest warmth in my tone. My head hung low and my gave gaze depressed to my shoes.
"She's beautiful" My heart stopped at his compliment. He thinks I'm beautiful? Before I even managed to blush, I reminded myself what I'm here for. There's no reason to be flustered knowing that he'll use me once and then throw me away like a bag of garbage. There's no reason at all.
The guy name Alex Stephen Carmelio began to speak. "Thanks for the kind gesture man" he said with a husky voice. Oh don't even get me started with his sexy v- Oh my god Y/n, cut it out!
What will happen to me now? I'm scared. Jessica just told me to bring him to my room. It was just the two of us walking to my room. My heart pounds violently against my ribs as I walked through the hallways still continuing with the unbearable awkward silence. The guy named Alex was silent all the way and I don't think he has any intention to talk, hence I remained silent.
When we reached the room ,he entered first. I entered after him and closed the door. I just stood there not knowing what to do. I could see he's already removing his coat. My palms are getting sweaty, my face as pale as snow and my my stomach clenched as I pondered on what is to come. My fate, my future, my life. It will all be ruined due to this bloody occupation that I'm forced into. I cannot imagine how damaged I would be by then.
He looks at me. "Your name's Y/n right?" I nod slowly. "So you're virgin?" I nodded again. He looks pissed. "Are you mute or something? Can't you talk?" That made me scared. For a moment he reminds me of my father, only, he's less vulgar I suppose. I'm intimidated by this man's nature. He's a goddamn mafia after all. What if he hurts me? Does he have a gun? A million questions swirled like tornado in my mind as I'm concerned for myself "So this is you first time?" He asked."Y-yes"I replied. He nodded with a slightly curled up lips.
He came to me and grabbed me gently by my arm. I'm immediately panicked. Oh no.
His hands snaked its way to my waist. That was it. I can't handle it any longer. His intimacy is pushing me to the edge. I need to protect my dignity. I'd rather die then being a prostitute.
So I tried my luck and conducted my last solution I went on my knees and hugged his legs. "Sir I beg of you... please don't do this to me. I'm forced to be in this situation. Please don't take away my dignity. Please have some sympathy towards me...Please help me sir" I wailed, I hope he could help me.
He looked at me with an emotionless face. Ugh. With that face, I doubt he would help me.
He helped me get back up on my feet.
Afterwards he stared intensely into my eyes. For a moment I got lost into those eyes. "Listen..."he begins "I don't sleep with those who's not willing. Moreover, I didn't spend a single cent on you. So...if you don't want to, I'll leave." He said to me. I looked at him. "Sir I beg of you please help me get out of this place. I would do anything to repay you." I begged again shamelessly. He put his coat back on...took a last glance and leave the room without a word. I'm left there in despair. I lost my chance of escaping. I sobbed profusely on my bed.
Narrator POV:
Alex left the room without a word. He chose to not show her any sympathy. He walks out of the room and closed the door behind him. Before He had the chance to walk away, he heard soft sobs from inside the room. He neared his ear to the door so that he could hear more clearly.
"I'm so done for..." Y/n said in between sobs. For some reason, that sparks something Alex's cold heart. Sympathy. He felt sympathy for the poor virgin girl who's forced into such unpleasant situation. How rare of him. For a man as sadistic and cynical as him to feel sympathy is basically cold hell. Impossible, yet it happened. Even he does not understand the reason behind his change of heart.
Even he is appalled by such unforeseen change of heart. It's as though a black charred cloth has a tinge of white purity left untouched.
Alex POV:
I walked up to he highest level of the hotel, heading to Big Joe's lair. I was still bothered by what happened. That beautiful girl, wrecked my mind havoc. No one has ever rejected me. Some even begged to be with me. But she begged not to. She's just too... dignified. Shit I can't just let her be. Some other men might prey on her. My eyes widen after realizing what I just mentally said to myself.
Wait...what the fuck is wrong with me? Why am I suddenly soft? Shit, it must be her. She's the first girl to ever give me blue balls. Ugh. What am I suppose to do to get her out of here?