you are mine

Loren was getting better opened her eyes as she felt someone was whispering in her room, narrowed her eyes to be able to look from the corner of them as she noticed Gordon was talking to a strange man in her chamber!how dare him to let a strange man in the queen's room when she was sick lying on her bed.

The man wasn't so tall, but still, he had a long white beard and chubby form, his voice was doubtful as Gordon was watching him in doubt and disgust, he ran his fingers through his hair doesn't believe a word the stranger man was saying when he left the room, Gordon noticed Loren who was watching him in doubt and disgust, cast a slight smile on his face as he sat on the bed without any permission.

Loren"who told you to sit, slave?' she muttered as Gordon furrowed his brows annoyed but didn't move at all.

Gordon" he said that your beloved king is alive" with this Loren widened her eyes innocently.she couldn't believe this, she saw him in the battlefield he couldn't be alive not in a human form!

Loren shook her head "how did he know? I saw him, he was defiantly dead!" tears run onto her eyes as she was trying to gasp for air, every time that she remembered her beloved and brave husband would get upset a hit of disappointment passed her eyes.as she curved her lip into a line.

Gordon was getting jealous even more, after taking care of her so much those days to make her feel better, she acted like she never saw him or whatever he does only for her, how a woman could be so cruel. Gordon furrowed his brows didn't say a word, Loren was still staring at the wooden wall remembering her moments with king Geralt.

That night has passed, and the rumour of the king being alive has gotten stringer every moment. Gordon tried to get close to her and show his skills and bravery, but Loren was only thinking of her own man.she was excited about the rumour and wished with all of her heart that it would be right.

Once when she was brushing her hair Gordon get into her chamber to serve her food as he noticed her perfect body, remembered of his childhood when he first met her and promised to be with her with all of his heart, she belonged to him no matter her father agrees or not.

He stepped closer onto her watched the movement of the brush passing through her hair made its way from the top of her smooth hair until its bottom, he reached out to stroke her hair with his firm and manly fingers, she jumps in surprise turned to face him.

Loren"you forget yourself ser, you are a slave, and I am a queen."

She snapped although she didn't mean to be rude deep in her heart. He smirked pulled her onto himself laying his arms around her pulling her even closer. She was staring into his eyes without a blink.

Loren"let me go."

She commanded more gently held her breath not to show her shy feelings to him; she has always been week toward Gordon; all her life couldn't say no to him. Gordon cast a gentle smile on his face.

Gordon"shhh you don't mean it," he said as he kept the eye contact with the queen.

Loren"Geralt might be alive" she confessed turned onto the mirror put the brush in front of it on the wooden table as Gordon hugged her from her back whispering in her ear.

Gordon "you are mine. I don't plan to let you go."

he commanded in a stern voice as Loren shook her head but didn't shout for guards it felt good to be in a man's arm after so long, he wasn't a random man though, she had lots of memories with him that tried so hard to forget them in years,

Loren"don't, please, it took so much time to forget you."

She bites her bottom lip closed her eyes as she felt so comfortable in the man's arms.

Gordon shook his head as he was brushing his lips against his cheek."I'm a slave he wouldn't care."

He released as he loosened her gown and let it fall from her shoulders onto the ground, she squeezed her eyes.

Loren"Gordon" she snapped in return he leaned in to kiss her after a long time that he couldn't remember how does it feel anymore, she giggled without thinking like she was a little girl before. Gordon took her onto the bed and made it clear that he was still the dominant one in love.

After making love Loren was sure that she cant walk the next day, but it didn't matter anymore she wrapped her arms around him and for a moment of relief decided to be herself not a queen who pretends to be perfect and innocent.

Gordon was happy thinking that he has her back. Still, the other day when a guard told Loren the fact that someone saw the king, in the forest with red eyes, like a sick man, Loren started to be cold again her treatments with Gordon made him angry and jealous, she never let him in her chamber anymore, he felt that she used him and threw him in the garbage like a dirty tissue.

He couldn't tolerate this cold behaviour. She ignored him like he never existed, as she was looking for her beloved husband, even herself with her horse followed the guards tracking the king, but no one could see him anymore like he was hiding from them or something like that.

She was getting worried about Geralt he wasn't a kind of man who hides or trying to escape from his duties, what if something bad happened to him? what if he doesn't know her anymore, she used to look for him all day long. When she was back at the castle, she had lots of stuff to do. She had to solve people problems and listen to nobles about serious stuff that was happening around them, soon the lost king had forgotten.

But deep in her heart, Loren wanted to meet him once again.

The other night when she was writing a letter for her father to send her more soldiers as she lost a lot of them in the previous war, a shadow appeared on the wooden wall, she furrowed her brows.

Loren "who is there?" she asked as she was getting up to get closer to it, the door was open. However, she was sure that she closed it behind her when she gets into the study chamber, she closed to assuming that the wind has closed it.turned to the wooden table when she felt a palm on her shoulder, a hint of fear passed through her eyes as she closed than turned to face the intruder.

Loren "Gordon!" she widened her eyes as Gordon was smirking at her in a mockery way, she felt something wired.her bones were frozen, and her heart stopped pounding for a moment of disappointment.

Gordon"you finally get to see me."

he said half surprisingly and half in a mockery way,

Loren"I didn't mean to be rude" she confessed as she tried not to look frightened although it was hard to act like a brave woman when you are shaking without having control on her body.

Gordon"sending a slave to work in a stable after using his body is not rude in your family?"

He pouted, staring in her eyes, sternly.

Loren took a step back "I thought my husband is back, I couldn't cheat on him!"

Gordon grabbed her arm aggressively as he threw her onto the ground.

Gordon "It's okay to cheat on me and marry someone else but its not okay to do the same with that idiot!"

He shouted at her so loud that anyone could hear his voice. But didn't dare to get in without the queen's permission.

Loren held her cheek cried out of surprise as she didn't know what to say or what to do. Obviously, Gordon knew what he was doing; it seemed that he was training for a long time for this moment. He grabbed her arm, pulled her up to stand on her feet.

Loren"Gordon, I can't be with you, that won't happen."

She confessed sadly looked down at his grip on her arm, he never was harsh onto her, and now he was glaring at her dangerously that made her heartbroken, she never thought he would be capable of hurting her, Gordon lifts her. Hit her against the wooden table she hissed in pain didn't call for any guards she didn't want to hurt him.

Not the one who was her first kiss and first love, Gordon pinned her arms above her head she was trying hard to get rid of him, but she was tired, and Gordon was too strong and angry that she couldn't do anything but stay there and let him do whatever he wants with her,

Gordon laid above her body stared into her eyes as he was stroking her hair, kissed her once with passion as he pulled out a dagger from his pocket, Loren didn't see it; otherwise, she might act in another way, she stayed there stared back into his eyes.

Gordon"you won't be mine?"

He asked with a shaky voice as she looked away trying to avoid the answer, he repeated the answer greedy for her love. In return, she shook her head.

Loren "Im sorry it's not how things works, not for a queen."

She felt sharp object against her belly, widened her eyes reached down to grab it, Gorden caste a gentle smile.

Gordon"I love you."

He said, Loren was about to shout for help, this time was late as Gordon pressed the dagger into her belly, she shrieked in pain, Guards got in, Gorden was kissing the dead body, Loren was looking at him without any soul in her body.