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You were someone close to me

My sunshine....

The reason why I have to still alive

Then I realized that it's all just memories of the past...

Xi Wang

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This is the worst breakfast in my life. I eat this breakfast with fear. I cannot break his spell. He hypnotized me. His violet eyes are shining while he smiles. I don't know how I offended him because I think I never met him in my lifetime. Our first encounter was ten years ago but I did nothing.

"Fei Fei, what are you thinking about?" He smiled.

I don't want to talk anymore because my body obeyed his order to eat this breakfast.

"You can say. "

He really let me speak now but I choose to keep silent and keep eating until finished. He really let me free from his spell after I finished all.

Soon I come back to my bedroom then lock the door. I think that I am free that time until my back crushes something warm and that's his wide chest.

"Hi Fei Fei. "

I am looking at him. Can someone help me? His arm is wrapping my waist perfectly. His regular heartbeat disturbing my ears because I don't know what he is? How come he just popped up in my bedroom now?

"Are you human?" My voice trembled. I cannot run away because his arms make me in his embrace.

"I am human." He stared at me with his violet eyes.

"But... but... How you... "

" Fei Fei, it is a long story." He whispered in my left ear. His fingertips swipe away my scattered hair on my face.

"Okay, let me go. I have to work! " I said hurriedly and try my best to stay away from him but his arm was still on my waist.

"Don't worry about your cafe. I was handling it for you."

He raises his palm and the white smoke appears. It becomes thick and gradually I can see the scenes at my cafe. I am shocked when I see some people working and serving the customers.

"Who are those people?" I asked curiously because I don't have extra money to pay them.

"They are my people. You don't need to worry." He insisted.

"How I am not worried since I don't have money to pay those people!"

"Fei Fei... I TAKE CARES ALL." He stared at me with a serious face.

"Okay. So tell me what you want? "

He let me free from his arm but he is still standing in front of me. His violet eyes shone again. I know this time he will do something dangerous.

"Let's bet."

What?! Why doesn't he kill me instead?! I wanna go from here but what should I do? I tried to unlock the door but failed.

He sealed this place just for both of us. I know it when I see Bai He Lian open my bedroom door. She looks so worried and pale. Bai He Lian is standing in front of me and going through my body. I try to talk with her but she cannot hear me. She can't touch me. I see how Bai He Lian is looking for me while crying and calling my name but I can't communicate with her.

"Am I dead?" I turned around and looked at him.

"Not yet." He answered.

"Then what are you doing?!!!" I am screaming.

I see how Bai He Lian looks so frustrated and desperate right now but I do nothing and the opened door becomes useless right now. I still can't get out of my bedroom. Time passes by and perhaps she cannot find me so she leaves this apartment.

My face becomes wet because of sweat and my tears are rolling down. I see that dangerous man face to face. His evil smirk makes me hate him more. He sits on my bed.

"Tell me what the bet is?! "

I am facing him bravely. I don't care if he wants to chop me alive.

"We will make an oath. "

"What's the oath?! "

"You will sleep with me. "

"Just sleep, right? "

"Fei Fei, why are you so naive? " He stared at me. "We will consummate our oath."

My head became dizzy.

"I don't understand why it has to be me? You can look for another woman. "

"I'll tell you. I will die after consummating the oath and you will be freed. Fei Fei you can take over my wealth, I can rest assured you can live well for a long...long time. The daggers in your vein will disappear also. You can do whatever you want in your life. How?"

"It's impossible for you to make a bet and I don't want to trust your words. It is too good to be true."

"So don't you interest me with my wealth since you still have a lot of debts for your cafe and...I just give you an option. I bet for myself. I will die after or during consummate but..." He stared at me again.

"But...."

"But if I am alive. It will become torture for both of us."

"Then I don't want to make any oath or whatever with you."

"Fei Fei, listen to me. Don't you know that I risk my life for this bet."

"You????? How come I trust a monster like you? I don't want my life to become worse than this!"

"I'll tell you. Fei Fei, you are living here alone. Your family has betrayed you and they still have a lot of debts now. Fei Fei, I don't understand your life now is worse enough so what are you afraid of?"

HIs words are true and...

"You are brave enough to live alone because you are thinking Bai He Lian can kill but the reality is she can't protect you from this fate."

"What do you mean?"

My body is trembling. I admit everything that he said is true. I always think that I am safe because of Bai He Lian's power. I feel so useless now. My tears just rolled down.

"That's true, right?"

Silent is my answer because I am so confused.

"That's true."

He smiles after hearing my confession.

"Fei Fei, don't you need money?" He looks into my eyes.

"Now listen to me! Even though I love money so much, but I love my life more. I don't want to risk my life for your riches! Even if you kill me, I don't want to sell my soul to you!"

"Think carefully Fei Fei because now there are people looking for you to settle your family's debt! They will kill your family. I am not mentioning about selling your soul to me but that sounds good as well."

"What?!!!!!"

"Yes. Debt collector now looking for your family. I think in a few days, they will find you."

"What?"

My body became numb after he mentioned the debt collector. Memories about that night makes me suffocate.

"Why does your face become pale?" He smiles.

"You!"

"Fei Fei, I will help you if you take the bet. Fei Fei, think carefully before you decide. I will give you time to think. Give me your answer at full moon."

Then he disappeared without vestiges in purple smoke and left me in shock. Oh God what should I do?