Beauty (1)

What is the meaning of becoming a peacock if the one who loves you is no one?

Chen Xi Wang

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At that time I realized, I have a feeling, that name is love. I couldn't retreat my feelings for her or erased her out of my mind and everything was too late for me. I could do nothing except move forward.

Since that day, the purple haze often appeared when I was alone. That haze is like wanting to accompany me and it never lets me alone. This is so weird because I have never seen something like this before and I don't know what the purple haze really is. When grandmother comes back home the purple haze will disappear but it will come later. I can't tell about this to my grandmother because I don't want my grandmother to become worried besides the purple haze never disturbing me or making problems. It always helps me when I need it.