Cold (4)

How can a heartless feel the love?

I know it but I can't hold to give myself to him 

And my blood becomes a witness that I will never betray him for my lifetime.

Xiao Qian

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I never thought that someday there was a time that made me turn into a monster. I didn't want it. I know that I don't have heart even so, I don't want to be a demon as well. Ming Yan told me about that with a shooting tone but that wasn't a simple thing for me. He knew that I don't want to be like this.

"Perhaps this is Young Master's fate." Ming Yan looked at me. "Since Young Master couldn't avoid it, Young Master have to learn to hold it because if Young Master couldn't hold it. I am afraid that you will be a demon."

"But why have to Xiao Qian. She was pregnant."