Cursed (2)

The night becomes colder day by day without you

If I can reach you…

Can we forget about the past and start over?

The Sealed

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I locked myself in this chamber for a few days. I hope death would take my life away but I can't die even I tried to kill myself. I had tried to injure myself but the scar was closed just in a second the wound just disappeared. I didn't know what happened to me at that time. What happened to me? Am I a ghost?

I was so frustrated and depressed. I felt like I was a useless creature. I could hear that Xiao Qian asked me to open the door but I ignored her and shouted from the chamber to order her to leave me alone.

I want to cry out but even the pain was not in me. How come I shed a tear? When I lived in the grandfather body form, I was always so afraid that I cried but after I lived in this body, I wanted to cry but I couldn't. This is so ridiculous, isn't it?