Sky Log #2: Once a Moth, Always a Moth

It didn't seem long ago when I was a moth.

As a youngling, I would go every inch of the place to explore and not understand the unspoken rules set by the older Sky kids.

In Golden Wasteland, I would get myself krilled so many times by Mike the krill because of that one spirit (little did I know, it was a season spirit). Mike wasn't alone in that area because there was George, the manta. That fearless little creature who keeps getting impaled when you enter the first temple (actually, George is fine all this while but new moths don't know about that). They are such great buddies to hang around with but Mike sometimes takes the fun too far, impaling me before I can get the spirit wisp to a certain spirit checkpoint. I would even activate the switch in battlefield without checking for the presence of other kids. I remember panicking and getting clueless of where to go when someone I befriended just grabbed my hand.

Even as I write and recall these experiences, I couldn't help the chuckle that escaped from me. It was simply… too adorable and foolish at the same time.

Yet, there are times when I am the smartest moth you would ever find.

I knew instinctively when I first appeared in Isle that I had to collect the stars and relieve the memories. I knew that relieving the memories of spirits within each realm had something to do with the barriers to the special areas. At that time, I guess I didn't need an experienced Sky kid to take me everywhere.

The point is… As a moth, I didn't yet fully understand the value of friendship as I get accustomed to Sky.

For me, I was more into exploration and admiring the sceneries of Sky.

While it may seem embarrassing to remember our moments as a moth, I believed those moments do not mean that it defined us. It is all a natural part of our growth as a Sky kid.

We were once a moth before.

So, there is simply nothing to be ashamed about as a moth.

Yet, there are some who looked down on moths, specifically discriminating them and making their life unpleasant. There are accounts of moths who aired their grievances in the global communication webs of their encounters of nasty kids who lure krills to them or refused their candles and laughed at them when they get sad. There is nothing I can possible say that can justify such undesirable actions. This world was meant for everyone to enjoy. Clearly, such kids did not understand that point.

However, it is understandable there will be a fair few that choose not to accept candles from new moths. It is tiring to try to teach them the ways of being a Sky kid when their curiosity would often get the best of them. Other reasons would be that their constellations of friends are filled up. My few personal accounts of guiding moths after my long slumber were exactly filled with all of that.

I guess I wasn't much of a guider material as I hope to be, which was why I retreated back to my traveling days. It was much easier for a free bird like me.

But fret not, little moths.

Just keep trying. Keep reaching out because there are many, so many kids out there who are willing to gift a candle to be your friend. So many kind souls, like the star-filled sky at Home, who will help you when you stumble along the way. Never stop wandering around, because there is beauty in that process. You will find yourself in new, strange and dark places that will scare you. But you don't have to be scared, just one honk, a little patience and who knows? You may find your forever friend to explore Sky.

Don't be afraid to call for help.

But, always remember to be kind and humble.

For we are born the same way.

As moths.