Walking away

I looked at him warily as he shifted in his jeans while leading me to someplace secluded so we could talk. He took me to the back of the bleachers and turned to me.

"Soooooo." I began feeling quiet awkward. Last time we were together I flung him into a tree. It wasn't easy to be in front of him.

"You know it's really hard to stay mad at you?" He began as he leaned onto a nearby wall. He got up an walked towards me. Stopping way to close to me. I could feel his breathe and I stepped away the proximity affecting me more than I expected. He keeps taking steps until I was pressed up against a wall and he was looking down at me. I refused to look up at him fear that i might say or do something I regretted.

"Why did you run away?" He asked tilting my chin so I was looking at him. I willed myself to not look into his eyes.

'Why do you always fight him?' My wolf asked and i sighed and looked into his eyes.

'It just isn't meant to be.' I told her and she frowned looking at me like i was truly stupid.

"Why?" Damien said and I was snapped out of my thoughts but made the mistake of looking into his eyes. They were filled with pain, pain that I knew I'd caused. It was too much to bare. So i used the strength i had and pushed him away reasoning with myself that it was because we had class and wouldn't want to miss it. I could feel my heart beating rapidly in my chest as u continued walking away. I didn't dear look back with fear I wouldn't like what I saw.

I took my seat in between Blair and Alisha just as the teacher walked in. I was lucky she was late. Who knew what would have happened if she'd realized I wasn't yet at class. I fidgeted with my pen as the image of Damien's pained face came flashing in my mind. Blair looked over to me sensing my discomfort.

"Is everything alright?" she asked bringing Alisha's attention to me.

"I'm fine." I said trying with all my might to stop my leg from bouncing. I got a hesitant look from Blair but what ever was on her mind went unsaid as she continued to take notes. Alisha on the other hand didn't get the memo and began questioning me.

"Was that Him? your mate?"

"What did you guys talk about?" Alisha went on asking question after question and i was trying hard not to answer her. I couldn't possibly tell her I was walking away from Damien once more. Guilt was building as her questions persisted.

"Alisha would you like to let us in on what you're talking about back there?" The teacher asked and I was so grateful. Alisha stuttered for a bit before she was given a detention. She turns to glare at Blair and me after we let out a snicker.

"We'll talk later." She whispered and we burst out in laughter earning out selves detention also. Alisha looked to u with a snicker. I rolled my eyes as we continued to pay attention.