Thank You But I Hate You

It makes me blush when he bring back and say those memories. I look at his eyes and decided to reply the words " Ok fine... You want me to say what I wanna say then THANK YOU !!!!! " without hesitating. He just look at me I don't Know if he was surprised or not but I don't care about that. I looked down and said " From the very beginning when you let my tears fell of I already decided to thank you but I can't say it. It's your own fault, if you just let me go that day this would never happen. If you don't appear at my life all this things would never happen !!!! ". I say it LOUD and CLEAR just like what he said to me. He didn't reply to me. I looked again and said " Thank you !!!!! I always hate you !!!! I hate you !!!! ".....

After saying those words I rush to pack my things and get out immediately. I left the school without looking back. I left him with an angry face and I didn't let him to say any words. I run and run until I feel my legs can't walk anymore. I stopped and then look at the sky and smile. That Time I feel so relieved and nothing to worry about...

At HOME ;

I lay down at my bed and started to think what just happened. Realizing it , I take back my words that there's nothing to worry about. I shouted " Aghhhhhhhh " and said " what should I do, what should I say to him ". Another embarrassing thing just happened and there's a class tomorrow...

- To Be Continued -