Qiu Zi Xuan

Zi Xuan

Chang En ,Xiao Xiao and Zi Xuan was walking toward their first period. Xiao Xiao was discussing new topics for her next manga and Chang En was listening and vetoing some ideas.

Zi Xuan was walking and thinking of Yu Hao and when he accepted his juniors feeling.

Zi Xuan had firsted pass him his drink per Chang En suggestion , asked if he was still willing to be with him after hearing all the reason why they shouldn't be together and then taken his mouth in a knee weakening kiss. That left him more shaken than Yu Hao.

Unfortunately they haven't been able to talk or see each other since. Yu Hao had to work at his part time job over the weekend and Zi Xuan family went to visit relatives. So today will be the first time that they will see each other since becoming a couple.

To say that Zi Xuan was nervous was and understatement. Even his first volleyball match wasn't as nerve racking as knowing how he should act in front of Yu Hao when he saw him again for the first time since admitting their feelings.

Chang En and Xiao Xiao stopped talking after noticing how quiet Zi Xuan was being. They could sense that he wasn't himself. Chang En put the puzzle pieces together and figures out what his problem was. Xiao Xiao was clueless.

"You got dumped didn't you? Or were you punched in the gut? I would havr punched you." Chang En slapped Zi Xuan on the back with a hard pat almost knocking him off his feet. "There are plenty of fish in the ocean. Next time one chooses you don't try to set your sister up with them."

"Dumped why would Zi Xuan get dumped he has to be dating someone first for that to happen. Wait a minute is Zi Xuan dating and you didn't tell me. Am I really your girlfriend Chang En?" As Xiao Xiao was saying that she started punching Chang En hard in the arm. For a small girl she can be very scary.

"Uh come on Xiao. It wasn't my business to tell. Xuan was going through his own stuff. Until everything got settle how was I to say anything."

"Fine you are off the hook for now." Xiao Xiao pointed her pom pom pen at Zi Xuan now. " But you are not." Poking him with the pen. "You are dating someone and didn't tell me. I thought we were closer than that Zi Xuan. How did you meet her? Do I know her? When did you have time to date?"

Zi Xuan was trying to ward off Xiao Xiao pokes. "Sorry Xiao Xiao. It was too much going on at the time. I didn't even talk about it with Chang En until I really needed some advice."

"No you mess up so bad and almost blew your chance. You needed the relationship guru to dig you out of the hole you made." Chang En smiles, puffs out his chest and pops his collar up.

"You got relationship advice from Chang. You must have hit rock bottom."

"Xiao that hurt me. I became a lead in your *bl manga. I became gay for you just so that you can do your dream and this is the thanks i get. I think I am an incredible boyfriend."

Xiao Xiao gives a rare smiles stand on her toes and kiss his cheek. "Of course you are, for me but other girls may not appreciate all that is wonderful about you."

"Now who is it?" Xiao Xiao the forever pitbull wouldn't be moved from her line of questioning.

"It's a junior of ours."

"Oh so it's someone younger." She started taken notes in her book. "Go on."

"They are bad tempered, impatient, likes to sleep in, bad in school. They are loyal, serious, hardworking, determine, caring, knows how to cook and has a sense of justice ."

"Bro are you describing someone you hate or your potential other half. You are all over the place."

"Chang En quiet I like how he is describing her. He knows her good and bad sides and accepts her any way."

"Well actually Xiao Xiao the person I'm dating is....."

"Oh look there are our juniors Yu Hao, Zhen Wen and Zhen Wu" Chang En noticing the juniors as they rounded the corner.

Seeing Yu Hao for the first time since their last kiss was nothing like he was expecting. All of the nervousness and awkwardness that he thought he would feel vanished and was replaced by a wash of joy and longing. He missed him. It's only been two days and he missed him. Just seeing him made him happy.

Zi Xuan has been known to be rather reserved , no nonsense and always have a serious face. Yet after seeing Yu Hao he can't stop the blinding smile that came across his face.

Yu Hao and the Wang brothers stopped right in front of them. They stopped to show their respect to their seniors. Zi Xuan notice that Yu Hao couldn't look him in the eye and tried to avoid looking at him at all cost. He found it fascinating that Yu Hao was just as nervous about this meeting as he was. It is almost laughable how the usually unflappable Yu Hao was being so adorable.

The need to take Yu Hao into a empty room and have him all to himself was growing stronger by the minute. If anyone else notice that Yu Hao wasn't being his normal outgoing self no one mention. Or so he thought.

"Did you get a tan this morning on the way to class Yu Hao why are you so red." Chang En said to the junior clearly being one of the only ones that knows what wrong and taking advantage of the situation. All eyes instantly turned and focus on Yu Hao which made the boy blush become deeper.

"I Missed you" Yu Hao adorable blush and cuteness made Zi Xuan blurt out what he was thinking out loud. He didn't realize that he said it until everyone eyes turned to his in surprize. Realizing what he just did made the blush come on his cheek now. It must be contiguous.

Zi Xuan obvious embarrassment helped Yu Hao nervousness disappear and the old Yu Hao was back in his place.

He confidently walked up to Zi Xuan rather darely closing the space between them. Reaching out and grabbing his hand to entwined their fingers, looking deep into Zi Xuan eyes. He said, "I missed you too." This is the Yu Hao that made his heart weak. Confident, self assured and caring.

The world desolved around them. Time and space disappear and only they remain. Neither of them could hear the noise of the school around them.

"This is your girlfriend. This.... is..... perfect." Xiao Xiao pulled out her phone and begin to take pictures with it shooting from different angle.

Yu Hao snatched his hand from Zi Xuan. " Girlfriend. Im no ones girlfriend."

"Wifey than."

"That's worst than girlfriend."

"Look at the love the passion. You guys are going to be the stars of my next manga."

Zi Xuan was instantly snapped out of his Yu Hao trance and started shaking his head.

Yu Hao was two steps behind him.

"And I'm not posing for your manga."

"Now i know why you came rushing into the room when you thought my Chang En was about to kiss your man. You were jealous." Xiao Xiao said in a singsong voice.

"You thought i was your love rival Yu Hao. wow. I wouldn't want Zi Xuan if you offered him to me on a gold platter. His sister complex would kill me."

Zhen Wu and Zhen Wen just stared at the back and forth of their friend and the seniors. Confusion clearly in their eyes.

"Yu Hao you and manager are dating." Asked Zhen Wen in a shocked voice. "What have i been missing?"

"Senior we have to get to class now." Yu Hao not wanting to explain the situation in front of everyone grabbed Zhen Wen arm and pulled him down the hallway towards their class. Zhen Wu of course followed his brother.

Zi xuan and the others watched Yu Hao rush off to class.

"You're rubbing off on him Xuan. I thought i would never see the day that Yu Hao will leave first to go to class. Cute."

"We should get going ourselves." Zi Xuan started walking down the hall.

"This isn't over i want to know all of the detail."

While in class Zi Xuan couldn't focus on the teacher he keep thinking about a particular someone.

If you asked Zi Xuan when he knew the feeling that he felt for Yu Hao turned to love. His answer would be it took a while. Like the toy turtle Yu Hao gifted him with. He moved as slow as that turtle.



Yu Hao would probably give the answer it was love at first sight but for Zi Xuan it was gradual it was slower. It had time to build a foundation of like first. It was the small little things that built up into one huge attack that knocked him off his feet.

Yu Hao remaking his sister packed lunch into something remotely edible so that he wouldn't get sick again.

Yu Hao continually massaging the cramps out of his legs without being asked basically becoming his own personal masseuse.

To Yu Hao hero worship of him. Yes he notice, how could he not notice the times he caught the junior staring at his with wonder in his eyes. He saw it he just choose to ignore as he does his other juniors.

Zi Xuan also felt something a few times but refuse to put a name to it. The time Yu Hao kicked his knee after he called him a mamma boy and he almost fell before Yu Hao rushed to save him. Yu Hao worried over him the rest of the night he thought that was so cute.

Or when they were sleeping on the volleyball trip and he woke up to Yu Hao right in front of him and he instantly smile. Zi Xuan had to stop himself from reaching up and touching his face. Zi Xuan wrapped the sleeping bag around him , tucked him in and was contented just staring at him in the morning light.

He became confronted with Yu Hao feeling with that surprise kiss on the count. Was he angry after the kiss? Yes he was, they had a match and all of the focus should be on the upcoming match. It was not the right time for a confession. Zi Xuan couldn't even process Yu Hao feeling or his own at that point so he lashed out. He regret it now looking back.

He also regret going with his sister Qian Ru to confess to Yu Hao. That was the happy and saddest day of his life. Zi Xuan heard all of the reason why Yu Hao loved him. But it was also the saddest because he hurt someone he cared very deeply for. He made a promise to himself to never hurt Yu Hao ever again. With that remembered thought he decided to pay attention for the rest of the class.