Chapter 13

Rhea's POV

Ryan and I are here on the rooftop, he plays the guitar while I sing.

I looked around, and Kairon caught my eye. He turned to us as he crossed his arms as Ryan and I watched.

I just ignored that and turned my attention to Kairon. I slowly smiled as I stared at him.

"Rhea," he said as he waved in front of me. I immediately regained my sanity.

"Ha why?" I asked in shock.

"You've been an idiot before, is there a problem?" He asked while looking straight into my eyes which caused me to immediately look away.

"A-ahh, No. Nothing, I'm okay," I stammered.

"Okay, I thought something had happened to you. You are an idiot," he said with a smile.

I smiled and answered. "Don't mind me,"

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I was walking when Kairon suddenly called me which caused me to stop for a moment.

I just ignored him and just kept walking but he chased me and grabbed my arm which caused me to stop.

"Anj, Let's talk." He said, I immediately looked at him.

"Talk about what?"

"Talk about us," he said causing me to raise an eyebrow.

I laughed. It was a fake laugh. "What? Talk about us? We're gone, Kairon. Where else can you not understand?"

"Rhea, are you and Ryan?" He asked seriously while looking straight into my eyes.

"No," I answered his question. "Kairon, I have a question. Answer my question. Tell the truth, What is happening to you. You are weird, you are so weird. Your actions are weird,"

"Rhea, do you want to know the truth?" He asked.

"Yes, I want to know the truth." My answer.

"I am jealous, all right." He said and looked me straight in the eye.

"Why?"

He sighed to himself and spoke. "Why? I'm jealous of those two sweet ones. If you act. It's like you magjowa, Rhea."

"Why are you jealous?"

"I'm jealous because I still want you, It's wrong. I still love you. I'm jealous because I love you. I love you so much !!" He looked straight into my eyes which caused me to look away. "Do you still love me, Rhea?"

I looked around, to see if anyone was looking at us. Suddenly Ryan caught my eye, he was looking at the two of us and Kairon. He also quickly left his seat when he found out I was looking at him.

I immediately removed Kairon's grip on my arm, but he grabbed me by the arm again and tightened it even more.

"Kairon, let go of my arm." I said calmly.

"Rhea, answer my question. Do you still love me ??"

I tried to remove his hand that was holding my arm.

I glared at him.

"I don't love you anymore, Kairon." I said tska he left alone.

Kairon's POV

When I saw Rhea and Ryan together, I felt pain and jealousy. I hope I'm just again, I'm just the man who makes her happy again.

Why did I even fool him? Why did I even hit him? Why does Destiny need to separate the two of us. Why do we both still need to play destiny, Why are Rhea and I still together?

We have fun, but why cut our fun? Don't we have the right to be happy while we are with each other?

I still love Rhea, I still love her dearly. And my feelings for him will never change.

I went to the rooftop to shout all the pain I was feeling and the things I wanted to tell him.

"Rhea, I love you so much, remember that. Give me a second chance, let's just go again. Please?"

"Rhea, it's just me. It's just me again, I'm sorry I cheated on you, I'm sorry I hurt you. I'm so stupid because I was able to cheat and hurt the person I love. Rhea, it's just me again."

"I'm so stupid, Rhea. Because I cheated on you, I cheated on the woman who loves me so much. I know you hurt me so much Rhea but I hope you give me another chance. You still love me don't you? I'm still the one who's throbbing of your heart right? I'm still the one you want, Aren't you Rhea? "

"If you already love someone, I have nothing to say but I hope he will take care of you and love you more than I love you. Rhea just be happy I'm okay, even if I'm not the reason you are happy. I will accept. Just remember You just love me so much, and I will never lose my love for you. " I shouted and slowly sat down on the floor, not in my own hair I pulled.

I cry, Gay if gay. But Put *, the pain is just pain. Because I am no longer the one you love.

Rhea's POV

Kairon is in front of me now, I looked into his eyes when he suddenly grabbed my two hands.

"Rhea," it promised. "Rhea, please? Give me a second chance. I love you,"

I gasped and smiled. "I'm sorry, Kairon. But I still can't give you a second chance, is it too painful."

"Rhea, you still love me don't you?" He asked.

I nod. "Yes, I still love you." I looked at him. "Am I? Do you still love me?"

"Rhea, I still love you. I love you so much, remember that." He answered.

"If you love me why did you fool me?" I asked while looking at his eyes.

"I'm sorry, Rhea. I didn't mean to, I was drunk then."

"Drunk? If you were drunk how did you get into PHU?" I asked and smiled. "Oww, I get it. You already have a connection."

I smiled bitterly. "But that's not an excuse for you to cheat on me. Yes you are drunk, but I know you know what you are doing. You just can't really control yourself even if you are not a woman, am I right?"

He shook his head. "No,"

"Why did you manage to fool me? I'm not enough, Am I not enough for you yet? Is my love not enough so you were able to find someone else? Kairon, if you really love me you will not do that. No you will look for others, You will not fool. " I said while restraining myself from crying.

I bit my lip to stop myself from sobbing.

"I'm sorry," I looked at him. "Give me a second chance, let's just go again. Please?"

I shook my head. "I can't do it yet, Kairon."

He smiled. "If you can't do it yet, I'll wait for you until you can do it."

"Kairon ..."

"That's how much I love you..."

I did not say a word and just looked him straight in the eye.

"Rhea, it's just me. It's just me again, I'm sorry I cheated on you, I'm sorry I hurt you. I'm so stupid because I was able to cheat and hurt the person I love. Rhea, it's just me again."

"I'm so stupid, Rhea. Because I cheated on you, I cheated on the woman who loves me so much. I know you hurt me so much Rhea but I hope you give me another chance. You still love me don't you? I'm still the one who's throbbing of your heart right? I'm still the one you want, Aren't you Rhea? " He said.

"W-what if I say you are no longer the one I love? That you are no longer the one my heart beats for? What if you are no longer the one I want, How K-kairon?" My voice broke.

He went home. "If you love someone else, I have nothing to say but ask that he take care of you and love you, more than I love you. Rhea just be happy I'm okay, even if I'm not the reason you are happy, I will accept "Just remember that I love you dearly, and I will never lose my love for you."

"I don't want to, Kairon. That's enough .... Stay away from me ...." I said and immediately wiped away the tears.

"If that's what you want .... G-I'll do it."

I saw her tears dripping from her eyes.

I just stared now at the crying Kairon Everson, The man I loved then and I love even more now.

I don't know why I can't stop myself from loving him than losing my love for him, my love for him deepens even more.

He smiled very sweetly and spoke. "You are free, Rhea. You are free to love others," he said and left in front of me.

I just looked behind him until he disappeared from my sight.

I'm sorry, Kairon .....

I went home. "If you love someone else, I have nothing to say but ask that he take care of you and love you, more than I love you. Rhea just be happy I'm okay, even if I'm not the reason you are happy, I will accept "Just remember that I love you dearly, and I will never lose my love for you."

"I don't want to, Kairon. That's enough .... Stay away from me ...." He said and immediately wiped away his tears.

"If that's what you want .... G-I'll do it."

I said and smiled as my tears flowed.

He was just looking at me.

I smiled very sweetly before speaking. "You are free, Rhea. You are free to love others," I said and left in front of her.

Rhea's POV

It turned out a few days ago when Kairon and I talked, our last conversation.

I was hurt now by what I did, I pushed him away. Then I will only be hurt when I see him with others.

The pain of seeing her laughing and smiling because she is a woman, that should be me. I should but I'm stupid because eh, I pushed him away.

I almost jumped when someone suddenly walked up to me. I looked at who was hugging me and it was Ryan.

"Missed me?" He asked while smirking.

I rolled my eyes. "Where are you."

He touched his chest where his heart was and felt hurt. "Ouch,"

"Oa mo." I said.

He chuckled. "Just a joke,"

"Joke your face," I rolled my eyes.

"Don't be angry, Rhea. I'm sorry baby ..." He said and started walking because he was hugging me and he was carrying me.

"Eww ...." I looked at him. "Don't you hate what you say?"

He looked at me. "And why should I be disgusted?"

"You're weird." I said.

When we got close to Kairon, he immediately looked at me. There are pouts. "I'm sorry, Babe."

He bit his lips to stop him from laughing.

For as stupid.

I gave him a reason to make him shout. "Aray ah, you hurt babe."

"You're naughty," I said softly to him.

"Because I'm handsome ..." He said and he even touched his chin. "Very handsome," He smirked.

"Yuck!" I said and laughed.

He looked at me and looked at me. "Like you,"

"Just kidding." I stop walking. I faced him and I hold his face. "My baby is so handsome,"

'The toying' I heard Kairon ....

I smiled because of that.

He smiled. "My baby is so beautiful," He pinched my cheeks.

I smiled.

I breathed a sigh of relief when I found out that we had passed Kairon and the woman with him.

Yes, I still hurt. But nothing, I can't do anything because I'm the one to blame why is he in someone else's hands? How? Because i pushed him away.

I pushed him away when I was the one he loved, and in that part I was stupid.

I'm just a fool.

I never thought I would not be able to see him with others, to see him having fun with others.

Kairon's POV

"Are you leaving?" She asked me.

I nodded in response to his question.

"Why?" She asked.

"You don't want me anymore, do you? Why should I stay longer if I know you will never come back to me. Rhea, I know you are happy with others." I said to her while looking straight into his eyes.

"Kairon, this is not what I want. Yes, I pushed you away, I pushed you away but ..... I did not tell you to stay away from me, I did not say that I do not want to see you but why are you leaving?"

"Rhea, that's right. I was right to fool you," I said. "Rhea, I'm happy."

She looked at me.

I saw tears help there. "Are you happy with Reiza?" I looked at her. "S-Answer my t-question,"

"Yes!" My answer. "Are you happy? Because you already found out the truth ?!" I asked and smiled at her.

She slapped me causing my cheek to turn red. "Kairon, if that's what you think, you're wrong."

"I accept, Rhea. I accept that we are not really for each other. I accept that I am no longer the man you love!" She looked at me. "Rhea, I was sent away, right? This, I fulfilled your request. But what now? Why are you here in front of me ?! Because you don't want to lose the man you love so much, who can chase you? Is that so, Rhea ?! "

She shook as her tears flowed. "It's not like that, Kairon."

"Eh what ?!" I said out loud. "Tell me."

He did not answer.

I was shaken and smiled. "Stop,"

I turned my back on him.

He immediately grabbed my arm to stop me. "Kairon,"

I looked at her. "What else do you want, Rhea?"

"You,"

I laugh. "That's enough, Rhea." I said and removed his hand that was holding my arm.

I was shaken before I started walking away from him.

Goodbye, Rhea ...

Rhea's POV

Yakap yakap ako ni Yanna habang ako ay walang tigil sa pag-iyak. "Bakit ganun, Yanna?"

Hinimas himas niya ang likod ko. "Shhhh.."

"Bakit ganun, Yanna? Bakit nasasaktan pa rin ako kahit alam kong hindi na dapat. Kasi kasalanan ko naman diba? kung bakit niya ako nilayuan. I pushed him away,"

"You need to move on,"

"Paano?" I asked her. "Paano ko makakalimutan yung lalaking alam kong sobra kong mahal at naging mahalaga sa akin,"

"Rhea, Tama na. Tumigil ka na."

I laughed. "Anong bang pinagsasabi mo, Yanna?"

"Rhea, tumigil ka na, sinasaktan mo lang yung sarili mo. Hindi ka na niya mahal, Okay?! Hindi na ikaw yung mahal niya," Seryosong sabi niya habang diretsyong nakatingin sa aking mata.

"Yanna, wag ka namang ganyan..."

"Rhea, Si Reiza na ang mahal niya at hindi na ikaw. Kaya pwede ba? Tama na, tumigil ka na." Sabi niya habang nakahawak sa balikat ko. "Rhea, Wake up!! Hindi ka na niya mahal!"

"N-no," Sabi ko habang umi-iling. "Mahal niya pa rin ako, Ako pa rin yung mahal niya at hindi si Reiza."

"Rhea, tumigil ka na pwede ba?! Sinasaktan mo lang yung sarili mo."

"Bakit ikaw Yanna? Nangyari rin naman sayo 'toh diba? Pero naging kayo ulit ni Kairon." Pasigaw na sabi ko sa kanya.

"Magka-iba yun. Rhea. Iba yung sa amin ni Kalix, Okay?" Sagot niya.

"Ganun na rin 'yun, Yanna. Walang pinagka-iba."

She looked at me. "Iba yun, Rhea. Alam mo kung bakit?! Kasi si Kalix na-aksidente nung pupuntahan niya sana ako sa airport, pero sa inyo? You and Kairon broke up because he cheat on you. Magkaiba yun, Rhea."

"Ganun na rin yun, Parehas lang tayong nasaktan." I looked at her. "Bakit ka ba ganyan, Yanna? Dahil nagkabalikan kayo ni Kalix, Ganun ba?! Kung Oo, edi sana all!! Sana all nagkakabalikan, sana all hindi niloko at sana all mahal pa rin kahit ilang years na ang nakalipas."

Hindi siya umimik.

"Sana all!"

"Sana lahat!" Sigaw ko pa.

Rhea's POV

Yanna hugged me while I cried incessantly. "Why is that, Yanna?"

He gently stroked my back. "Shhhh .."

"Why is that, Yanna? Why am I still hurting even though I know I shouldn't. Because it's my fault right? Why did he stay away from me. I pushed him away,"

"You need to move on,"

"How?" I asked her. "How can I forget the man I knew I loved so much and became so important to me,"

"Rhea, that's enough. You've stopped."

I laughed. "What are you saying, Yanna?"

"Rhea, stop it, you're just hurting yourself. He doesn't love you anymore, Okay ?! He doesn't love you anymore," he said seriously while looking straight into my eyes.

"Yanna, don't be like that ..."

"Rhea, Reiza is the one she loves and not you. So is it okay? That's enough, stop it." He said while holding my shoulder. "Rhea, Wake up !! She doesn't love you anymore!"

"N-no," I said while shaking. "He still loves me, I still love him and not Reiza."

"Rhea, can you stop now ?! You're just hurting yourself."

"Why are you Yanna? It also happened to you, didn't it? But you became Kairon again." I told him out loud.

"It's different. Rhea. Kalix and I are different, Okay?" He replied.

"It's the same, Yanna. It makes no difference."

She looked at me. "That's different, Rhea. You know why ?! Because Kalix had an accident when he was about to take me to the airport, but you? You and Kairon broke up because he cheated on you. It's different, Rhea."

"It's the same, we were both hurt." I looked at her. "Why are you like that, Yanna? Because you and Kalix got back together, right ?! If Yes, I hope all !! I hope all get back together, I hope all are not cheated and I hope all are still loved even a few years ago."

He did not speak.

"Sana all!"

"I hope everyone!" I shout.