Chapter 16

Ryan's POV

"Let's break up," I said seriously to him while looking straight into his eyes.

"What? No .." He replied in shock.

"We need to break up," I said and held out his two hands.

"Why?" Out of nowhere he asked.

"Because I'm going to leave you," I held her face. "I can't stay with you, I'm going to leave this world."

"Ryan !!" He screams my name. "You can't leave in this world ... you can't leave me .."

"I don't have a choice, I'm sick, Rhea. I only have so many days here in the world." I said seriously to him while looking into his eyes.

"Why are you still sick?" She asked.

"I don't want to get sick, you know that. But I can't do anything else ..." I explained to him.

"Why alchimer disease yet ?!" He asked aloud. "Why is that? Why are you or the one who needs to get sick, why not just me?"

I pulled her close to me and I hugged her. "Sorry ...."

"Can we not just separate, Ryan?" She asked while looking at me. "Can I?"

"No." I smiled. "You will be hurt more when I lose if we keep our relationship together. My memories will disappear in a few days. Rhea I don't want to hurt you, I don't want to hurt you."

"Ryan ... It's okay with me even if I have a hard time, just because of you. I will do everything for you, Ryan .... I love you so much,"

"Rhea, we need to stop anyway." I let go of her hug and looked straight into her eyes. "Let's stop this relationship ..."

"Is that just for you? Is it that easy to let go of this relationship and leave me?" She asked while looking at me. "Is it that easy for you?"

I shook my head and faked a smile. "It's not easy for me, Rhea. It's hard for me to leave you, but I have no choice. You know why? Because I know I won't be here in this world any longer," he said.

"If you want that, then fine. Let's break up, that's what you want, right? Edi I'll give it to you, but I have a question, will you enjoy it?" He said reason for me to nod. I caught her tears dripping. "Okay, you'll be happy anyway."

She look at me. She smiled. But I know those smiles are not true, those smiles are just fake. "From now on, we're done .... You and I can no longer be called,"

"I can't see you like that, Ryan ... So I'd better leave, I don't want to cry in front of you because I know you will be hurt more." He said and smiled before turning his back on me and walking away from me.

I just stared behind him until he disappeared from my sight.

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"Do you think my decision was right?" I seriously asked Peejay.

It nodded in response. "You made the right decision, you just did it because you hurt him so much when you lost him. Or when your memories disappeared. About him, about the two of you." He explained.

I nodded at what he said. He was right, I did the right thing. The pain that Rhea will feel will be reduced when my memory is gone and especially when I am gone.

I won't be here in this world for long, after all, I will leave him soon. I will disappear next to him.

Rhea's POV

I was about to fall when suddenly someone grabbed my arm, causing me to not continue to fall to the floor.

"Are you okay?" A man asked me. He was very familiar to me when his bosses ..... Kairon .. I looked at it and I was right, he was the one in front of me.

He waved at my face causing me to return to sanity, I was dumbfounded while staring at him.

"Are you okay?" He asked again.

I smiled bitterly. "Do i look like okay?" I told him calmly.

"No, you look worse." He answered honestly. "What happened to you?"

Smiling, I looked at him before answering his question. "Something bad happened to me,"

"What?" His question was frustrating.

"The one that I love is going to leave me, and we just broke up." I smiled. "Isn't it fun? It feels good to have your girlfriend break up with you, or I'll say I can marry you."

"Rhea, I'm here .." He said softly causing me to look at him in astonishment.

"So?" I block him.

"I'm always here for you, Rhea. I'm always at your side, you just don't feel it, you just don't notice." He said.

"Are you crazy? What are you saying? Yes, now you are here. And wait, why are you here? How did you know I was here?" Astonished I asked him and removed his hand that was holding my arm.

"Ryan texted me so I followed you. He said you were here, he also said what happened to you two. I don't want you to feel again what you felt for me, the pain ..." He told me reason for me to look at him.

I chuckled. "Look who's talking now ..." I smiled. "You also left me before, didn't you? And why are you still here, Ha ?!" I asked him annoyed.

"I want to stay by your side, Rhea. You need to be with me now. I know you need me," he said causing me to smile.

"I need you? Yes, I need you. But then, then I need you but now I don't. Why before, when I needed you were you here next to me? Didn't you ?! So stop acting that you're here for me on the first place, "I shouted at him while looking straight into his eyes.

"Rhea ..." He said and he was about to approach me when I pointed at him.

"Stop come near me," I threatened him. "Leave me alone, leave Kairon! Can you? Go away, later your Kaylin fans will heat me up again, I don't want to ruin my life because of you Kairon. So you can, leave me alone." I told him seriously.

"No .." He insisted.

I look at her. "I said, leave. Me. Alone."