A Slavemaster (Part 4)

He was a monogamous person. No matter what, he was still a married man. He hadn't even adjusted himself to have two relations, one in Earth and the other in CHAOS. And it would definitely be trouble for him if he were to engage in relationships in this world. 

According to him, it's not that people can't fall for multiple people but holding themselves back to not deal with the other people he/she fell for despite having a partner is - devotion, which doesn't work in a one=sided manner. If his partner is devoted, he has to show an equal level of devotion. 

He wasn't afraid of cheating.

He wasn't afraid of being seen as scum.

He had grown. He was no more the person who cared much about public opinion of himself.

He was, however, afraid of hating himself. If he wanted, he could easily bring out tens of hundreds of justifications but somewhere deep inside, he would fail to look at himself the same way he previously did.