Memories (Part 5)

It was night.

Rewen looked at the stars while laying on the ground. He was still in the graveyard. For hours, he had been contemplating his life. He had always known his true self. Hiding behind a facade of normalcy, he thought that he could continue to deceive himself for his entire life.

He was wrong.

He was not normal.

He could never be.

While believing himself to be fairly righteous, he was bipolar, opportunist, manipulative, and can go through any lengths to accomplish his goals. He thought back to the time when he cut off the limbs of members of Blood Squad and then used the healing liquid to not let them die. It was strange.

He had a strong desire to 'just not kill' but has no problem doing things that are worse than death.

Why does he have such a strong aversion to death?

He slowly started to question things he neglected before. 

He got some answers and some were unanswered.