~Her white eye : Kojima Kazuhiko~

As Yashiro woke up in a twin size bed alone she she got up and tuned to an open window the sun was already high in the sky, she was didn't know what to think she was lucky that it was the weekend because she looked around the room and saw a clock reading 11:30 she looked down at herself, she was completely naked, she pulled the cover on the bed to cover herself that's when the door opened it revealed kojima already dressed in a cardigan and jeans he was holding a mug in one hand and the doorknob in the other one "I was just coming to wake you" he said quietly. He turned his head to face the wall and pointed to a wooden dresser and said "you can get some of my clothes I'll wait in the kitchen" with a red face he quickly but quietly shut the door. Yashiro was trying to recall what happened and why she was covered in hickies in different colors and sizes her face was flushed red and she got up from the bed and immediately fell to the ground with the blanket still covering her she felt her legs give out she laid there for awhile trying to recall what happened? Why can't she remember- she soon recalled the events the way how warm was his embrace and how soft his kisses were,but she knows that the feelings she held for him weren't returned just because of what happened because even remembering the warmth he could also feel the coldness he never once called her name,but Tahara Yoshie's name. I mean they looked alike maybe that why he took interest in her,they had the same pale complexion and where the same height the only difference being their ages she soon got up as she felt her legs again and opened up the wooden dresser which was filled with button up shirts cardigans and jackets she took out a button up shirt and tried to look for pants or shorts or really anything to clever her legs, the shirt reached her knees probably because of the size difference. She looked around. She wanted to open up drawers but didn't want to snoop around so she just gave up and stepped out of his room. She noticed that he lived alone by the fact that there's only one room, she continued to walk to thru the hallway leading into the kitchen once she arrived she instantly caught the attention of kojima who instantly looked away from her since the lack of pants he was sitting at the kitchen table that was already full of food Yashiro pulled out a chair and sat down across from him and asked "W-what happened between us?" while looking down at her lap and twiddling her thumbs kojima now looked at her and said "lets keep that between us okay?" Yashiro just nodded, not wanting to bring up the name he called out so she just remained silent. After a few moments of silence Kojima said "I made food so please dig in" as passing a plate to her that had a rice omelet. Soon after eating they said nothing to each other and Yashiro got her clothes and left. Both don't really know why but events like these happened throughout Yashiro's first year in middle school. She was the one who ended it though throwing away her feelings for the boy, in her mind and probably the answer was the fact that Kojima just used Yashiro as a tool. "Hey um Kojima? Said Yashiro as she laid in the same twin size bed with Kojima changing "Yes?" Kojima said "Lets end this" Yashiro said bluntly and got up getting her clothes from the floor and started to get dressed but as she was about to button up her shirt Kojima pulled her wrist and made her face him "Why do say that?" Yashiro yanked away from his hold and continued to dress herself saying "This is obviously not healthy for either of us, you have yet moved on from Yoshie and as long as I'm involved with you I will only continue to get hurt." Yashiro wasn't referring to her feelings but the fact that his childhood friend didn't like Yashiro in the slightest. Both Kojima and Yoshie were extremely popular and she not only received bulling form Yoshie but as well as other classmates which was the reason she now always wore bandages to cover her hands because you never know where people could hide razors shoes, lockers, desks, books, chairs you name it was their not to mention the missing shoes every month as well as drowned note books, the only real safe space she has was the light music club with their small number of members, but with the bad came the good in the whole time that they were sleeping together they constantly were making more and more music even original songs but mostly covers. The way. "Is that the real reason why you want to end this or do you have feelings for someone?" asked Kojima "I don't know maybe both reasons" Yashiro said as she was pulling up her skirt "So you do like someone?" Yashiro looked away from him and started to walk to the bed and get her stockings turning her back towards him. Kojima took this opportunity to pin her to the bed and asked again "Do you like someone?"they both stayed quiet for a couple seconds and Kojima started to kiss her neck but Yashiro pushed him off and went for the door to the bedroom and gripped the handle before opening up the door and saying "I like you Kojima" and then made way to the front door and got her jacket and shoes and left. Meanwhile Kojima was left in his room shocked only then he realized her behavior the reason why she even let that happened the only logical explanation but with that realization he was flooded with guilt all those times he never once called out her name and got tired of being a excuse and replacement to someone who only bought her pain but what about his side of the story?