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Finn, the boy I was falling for when we first landed on the ground, the boy I lost when I got captured at mount weather, and the boy I just found after he killed 18 people. He wasn't himself. He was a completely different person-a monster, looking for me. Once he noticed I was here he yelled my name, and I saw tears in his eyes. He realized he killed all those unarmed people in that village, thinking they knew where I was, even though I just got here after I heard the gunshots. I looked away from him, and he didn't run up to me, knowing that I was too ashamed to even look at him right now. Murphy, Finn, a couple guards, and me all walked back to the village together. It was a silent walk except for Finn occasionally trying to get me to talk to him, which always ended with me brushing him off. I know he missed me when I was at Mount Weather. But I couldn't forgive him for killing those people. At least not for a while. Once we got back to Arkadia my mom hugged me, which is what she always does when she sees me now, because every time I go outside the walls of Arkadia I risk my life. Raven was happy to see Finn, even if they were just friends now. I felt bad for Raven, she risked her life coming down here expecting to have Finn love her still. But he chose me over her and I'll always feel terrible for that.

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Authors note:

The first few chapters are going to be very short!

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