SofarLunar

"I endured this pain day after day, drowned in the ocean of tears that weren't allowed to leave my eyes. I held on for long, but they didn't love to see that, they stepped upon my head, content to watch me drown in the emotional mess they caused."

Seven relationships and all were doomed from the start. The same issues and the same outcome, all the girls he loved left him, cheated on him, stabbed him in the back. 

Was he hexed? Was he really the problem? Why did they never last? Chang Wu didn't know. All he knew was that, they were breaking his heart to smaller pieces every time they walked out of his life because he couldn't 'afford' them. 
 
He'd tried everything to the extent everyone called him a simp for women who wouldn't even do half of what he'd done for them. 'Why were all middle class women the same?' Why hadn't he met one that wouldn't push the burden of financial responsibilities on his shoulders. The more he thought of it, the more he bore hate, until he decided to give up on them, and aim for something higher. 


Dating a rich woman was his next step. As impossible as it sounded and difficult to achieve, he thought the woman on the magazine cover that caught his attention would actually love him, not because of money because she already had that. There were problems, he had to live falsely to catch her eye and watch out for potential threats to avoid the truth from getting exposed, but how long would he pretend to be the opposite of what he truly was? How long would he lie? How long would he continue to live in fear? And most importantly, how would he put an end to the facade without getting his dream woman hurt?

Why I hate Middle Class Women

"Morning, Master Fu," the housekeeper spoke from outside the door. The man got off the bed, barely remembering he'd slept with one of his employees. He put on his robe and pulled out the cigarette box from the pocket.

"What is it?" He asked the housekeeper standing outside.

"Your mother needs you to stop by her place. She says there's a get together with the Sus (Yusheng and Harumi)"

"I understand. You may go now" He closed the door, and the sudden sight of the naked body on his bed frightened him. The girl yawned as she sat up, a smile on her face as she stretched her arms.

"Morning, master Fu," she greeted, and the man responded with silence.

"Last night was wonderful" her eyes were on him as he laid back on the bed, taking a drag from his cigarette stick.

"You talk too much. Take the money on the desk and leave"

His tone surprised the lady on the bed, and she crossed her arms, refusing to leave.

Part IV