SofarLunar

"I endured this pain day after day, drowned in the ocean of tears that weren't allowed to leave my eyes. I held on for long, but they didn't love to see that, they stepped upon my head, content to watch me drown in the emotional mess they caused."

Seven relationships and all were doomed from the start. The same issues and the same outcome, all the girls he loved left him, cheated on him, stabbed him in the back. 

Was he hexed? Was he really the problem? Why did they never last? Chang Wu didn't know. All he knew was that, they were breaking his heart to smaller pieces every time they walked out of his life because he couldn't 'afford' them. 
 
He'd tried everything to the extent everyone called him a simp for women who wouldn't even do half of what he'd done for them. 'Why were all middle class women the same?' Why hadn't he met one that wouldn't push the burden of financial responsibilities on his shoulders. The more he thought of it, the more he bore hate, until he decided to give up on them, and aim for something higher. 


Dating a rich woman was his next step. As impossible as it sounded and difficult to achieve, he thought the woman on the magazine cover that caught his attention would actually love him, not because of money because she already had that. There were problems, he had to live falsely to catch her eye and watch out for potential threats to avoid the truth from getting exposed, but how long would he pretend to be the opposite of what he truly was? How long would he lie? How long would he continue to live in fear? And most importantly, how would he put an end to the facade without getting his dream woman hurt?

Why I hate Middle Class Women

They were all speechless, looking at Jin that had come back into their lives no matter the warning.

"Is that our child in your arms, Lijuan?" He was desperate to see their baby, to hold the child as well.

He stepped forward, stretching his hand forward, but he suddenly drew it back the moment Lijuan yelled at him.

"Stay away! This isn't your child!! Get lost!!!"

Jin's forehead wrinkled "W-what does that mean? This is my child as much as it's yours!!"

What she was saying was definitely hurting him.

"I know we've had problems in the past and we're still going through it all, but don't take things this far. I'm very sure she's —"

Hong grabbed Jin's shirt and pulled him close "What part of she's not your daughter don't you understand. You're harassing my fiancé!"

"No, She's not your daughter! And Lijuan is mine."

Chapter 33: Hatred runs deep