chap 4

pari pov

Today is sunday, whole family is together in our house for grandmother prayer. Everywhere has noice,children are playing. I come downstair and meet everyone, after that i go in kichten i see miss nany is very busy.

"can i help you" i asked her.

"no beta you go and sit with others" she reply with smile. she is always smile, i never see her cry.

"ok" i reply and come out from kitchen and go outside where all children are playing.

"anyone want to play with me" i asked them.

"yes" they all reply with exitement. i like child very much that why when in any place has get to gether of whole family or any function, i not talk with elders or my age people just talk one person.( not think wrong i like just one person about him you know and about which person i talk i tell you soon, so relax) if that person not come then i stay with child and play with them.

"pari, when you behave like adult" its my cousin, she is my chahu daughter( father's youger brother) her name sadia,i don't understand what is her problem every time she try to make me angry. so i not reply her and start to play with children. when i not reply her, her face become red.

"pari" i listen very exited voice, i move back and see, there is my best friend and my cousin. her name is adeela and she is my mamu daughter(mother' s brother)( that is person which i talk before).

"you come, i think you not come this time also" we both has same nature we are not friendly people but when if we become friendly with someone then that person ask from us forgiveness. hahahaha we annoyed them and talk very much then.

"last time i have exams" few months before has one function in our family, i go but she not come that why i make her remember that because she not inform about not coming of her.

"why you not tell me before and you know how much i bore there" i told her and try to make my voice angry.

"sorry" she said and make puppy eyes and there my heart become soft.

"its oky but next time inform me first" i said her and smile.

"ok" she reply and hug me very tight. we ignore our other cousin which make her more angry.

"let's go inside" adeela said to me.

"ok" i reply her.

"ok, childerns you play together i go" i said to them and we both go inside direct my room.

" so how go thing" she asked me i know meaning of that very well.

"like before nothing change, you know he do fight in university with boys, i am sacred that he get hurt but thank god he was not hurt. when i see his hand cover with blood i think it his blood, i start to cry" i told her every thing, she always help me and she have solution of every problem but in this matter she also try but we can't find out any solution because we not understand which person creat that misunderstaning through accident. if we find out person then this issue can resolve.

"he not hurt that good thing, i also has told you, you not told any one ok" she asked to me and i nod in yes.

"i have a cursh" she told me and make a shyly face.

"Tell me something new"she have a new cursh every day

"really, this time is true" she said amd i start to laugh she every time say that an infornt of other she become shy girl but i know her very well. she do love and cursh every day.

"go to hell i not told you again any thing" she say and made sad face but i can"t stop laugh means seriuosly who person has cursh change every day and say its my true love. she pick my billow and hit me with it, i also pick other and hit her like that our fight is start.After sometime miss nany come told us to come down for pray. we go down and pray for grand mother and go dinner hall for eating and some money and food we send near orphan house.

All family talk each other again and then decide to leave. Finally every one go their home and i decide to visit grandmoter grave.I told my parents and go there.

I come out from car and go grand mother garve, my eyes becomes blury.

" grand mother, i miss you, you know cousin did fight with me today i don't know what her problem why she behave like that always i don't say anything to her i want to ignore her but she not let me and i told you one funny thing adeela have now new cursh and like always she say this time is true. grand mother you not asked me i am happy or not trust me like i promise you i try every day to stay happy but day by day it become difficult we can't make clear their misunderstanding and stay to gether of us that chance is become less with each day, you know i can see him in university each day that make me happy but also make me remembr about our promise, in my life first time i don't want to fulfil my promise which i made with my parents but i have no choice soon we have no relation with each other, we want to stay to gether but we can't. plz grandmother do something you always help me when maa and papa not agree with me on anything you make them agree and fulfil my wish and this wish is important for me like my life but this time i need you and you are not here, i miss you so much grandmother, may be if you are alive then we not get in this trouble you help us but now i can't understand what to do. i don't want to do something wrong like run but also i don't want sepreat from him. grandmother what i do plz help na, you said that when i need you, you always stand with me this time i need you most plz grandmother something do" i start crying very badly. After some time my emotion come in good place.

"I know grand mother you like qoutes that why today i remember for you one.Ok listen

YOU'RE EVERYWHER EXECPT RIGHT HERE AND IT HURTS

"oky, grand mother Allah Khafiz(bye)"i said and see grave, wipe my tears then i decide to go some where now i want meet other person, i miss that person also very much. i sit on driving seat and start car towards that place where i want to meet person. i pick my mobile and call on first ring phone is pick.

"i want to meet you" i said and wait of reply, my voice is hoarce because of crying that prson recognize about it.

"you know where to come"i say and cut call.

i play radio singer is sing song i feel singer narate my feeling.

the song name: love story

We were both young when i first saw you

I close my eyes, and the flashback starts

I'm standing there

On balcony in summer air

See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns

See you make your way through crowd and

say"Hello"

Little did i know

That you were romeo, you were throwing pebbles

And my dady said" stay away from juliet"

And i was crying on staircase

Begging you, please don't go and i said

Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone

I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run

You'll be prince and i'll be princess

It's a love story baby just say" yes"

So i sneak out to garden to see you

We keep quiet, cause we're dead if they know

So close your eyes

Escape this town for a little while

Cause you were romeo, i was a scarlet letter

And my dady said" stay away from juliet"

At that moment i reached in my place and stop car and waiting of other person i close my eyes and listen song.

agin song

But you were everything to me

I was begging you please don't go and i said

Romeo, take me somewher we can be alone

I'll be waithing, all there's left to do is run

You'll be prince and i'll be princess

It's a love story baby just say "yes"

Romeo, save me, they're trying to tell me how to feel

This love is difficult, but it's real

Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess

It's a love story baby just say " yes"

Oh,oh

I got tired of waiting

Wondering if you were ever coming around

My faith in you was fading

When i met you on the outskirts of town and i said

Romeo save me i've been feeling so alone

I keep waiting for you but you never come

Is this in my head? i don't know what to think

He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring

And said" Marry me juilet"

You'll never have to be alone

I love you and that's all i really know

I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress

It's a love story baby just say "yes"

OH,OH

OH,OH

Because we were both young when i first saw you

When song is stop someone open car door and sit in that make me open my eyes.

"Hello angle, miss me" asked me and my eyes become bulrry again and this time i let my tears flow.

one qoute come in my mind:

I MISS YOU IN WAYS THAT NOT EVEN WORDS CAN UNDERSTAND