Blurred vision

I only come back to my senses and stopped staring at the house when the sun started coming up

With a sigh I started walking away

I decided just to go home and maybe sleep for a few hours before going back to school

On my way home my whole body felt weighed down by some nonexistent weight that I guessed came from being tried

Because of that I stoped to sit down a few times to try and get focused as I was walking back

When I finally got home I no longer had the time to sleep so I just went straight to my room and got ready for school

My vision went in and out of being blurry every once and awhile while getting ready but it always went away after a few seconds so I guess it's fine

After half an hour of getting ready I head off to school with my baggy coat and my headsets

Although this isn't the longest period of time I've stayed awake for it feels like it is because of how disoriented I feel

Every once and awhile I sway a bit while walking slightly losing balance

And every time I quickly balance myself and tried to walk as straight as possible it only made my head more foggy and hot like a bad headache

The dizzy feeling lessened though as I entered the school and started heading towards the lockers

I purposely blurred my already blurry vision so I don't have to see the people around me and turned the volume of my headsets up

Although it made my headache worse

Once I got to my locker I try and open it just to get the combination wrong repeatedly from doing it to fast

I kick the locker next to mine in anger

After a few more tries I calm down a bit and get it right only to notice after I got my things out that pervy dude was staring the whole time

I look at him for a moment then I kick his locker a second time before heading to class

Every time I had to read something all I could see was blurred black blobs where I expect word once were

And when I tried to get my vision to focus it just worsened my headache and blurred everything more

So I just lied down and ignored most of the things going on in class

I thought about just ditching or going to the nurse but I didn't care enough to do so

I just kept going from class to class with my dizziness not getting any better

I got more annoyed then usual from people doing something as small as talking or marking small noises with their pens or chairs

I almost tried to strangle one person because they kept clicking their pen over and over while leaning back in their chair

It's like my temper was on a thin thread that could snap at any moment

But when study hall came Athough I was a bit out of it I still hung out with Mrs Cooper luckily she was busy so we couldn't talk

For once I was happy that Mrs Cooper couldn't talk to me

When school was finally over it was like a miracle from heaven

I hurried out the classroom and off to my locker happy just to leave

Everything was going fine as I put all my stuff away into my locker and was about to leave

But only a few steps away from my locker I just kept getting more and more dizzy

I only made it three more steps before I just started falling and my eyes already could barely stay open

It's like everything just hit me at one time like everything before this was just a tacky replica of the real thing

Just as I expected to hit the floor I felt someone grab me and that's when everything finally went completely black and I fainted