So Nostalgia

"Miss Chua thank you so much for your donation.It really is great help for the foundation specially now that we needed funds for reconstruction of the orphanage.

The devastating typhoon swift off half our facilities thanks God everyone is safe ",the Head Master dejectedly lamented looking up to the half wrecked part of the orphanage .

"Thank you so much for you're kindness ,may God almighty gave you back all the help that you gave us,you never forget us here ,"Mother Estella hold JazC's hand pulling her inside the orphanage , lookin around she remember how this place have a big part of her life ...

Sighting , she followed Mother Estella to where the children are studying it's been a couple of year since she went away seeing some of the kids are grown up now.

It seem like the few are not in the orphanage anymore.

"Tata JazC !"

The kids enthusiastically running up to her , seeing her coming today . The kids knew she is coming but Mother Estalla didn't say when to surprise them , indeed they are...

"Hello everyone,Tata JazC miss you guys sooooo much"

JazC felt more nostalgic and relieve at the same time seeing the kids safe .After she found out what happened to the orphanage she felt devastated even more .

She anxiously waiting for a chance to go back to see how they're doing,seeing them now the heavy feeling in her heart suddenly lifted up....

"I leave you her with them for now I check with the kitchen first , I'll be back after awhile", Mother Estella waking her from her reverie .

"It's alright Mother I'll catch up with the kids nothing to worry just do your thing,Thank you", JazC smiling back to the Head Master...

After the Head Master left she found chair and settled herself and watch the kids doing thier school work....

It's been awhile, looking at them JazC remember her staying here . This place is practically her second home , the place where she stay whenever it seems like all things are failing and her life taken a shitty turn.

Her young naive self ,her young pushover self that people abuses and bullied.She found solace in this orphanage ,She pettied herself whenever someone bullied her but after she meet this kids here she realize how lucky she was to have a loving parents,a brother who doted on her ,she realize how lucky she is to have a complete family who love her.

Unlike this kids here some of them don't even know who their parents are or even their own real birthday.Yet ,still they live happily and contented of what they have,contented enough on how much love and affection they recieve from other people in the orphanage and from one another.She realize how self centered she was without seeing the goodness that surrounds her .

From the very first day she came here and meet this kids,She somehow change on how she viewed the world.She learn how to appreciate more the things she received. And by then on she keep on coming back here after school or whenever she's free.

Her parents eventually approved it since most of the time she is alone in the house after school.Her parents are both working until seven in the evening and her brother came back from practice after school late as well.

JazC became more active and open to others.She makes friend with all the kids in the orphanage and even help them with some of their school work , since she got upgraded in her classes after taking exams she move up from grade two to six and skip four years in grade school , and again from first year in high school she move up to grade eleven.

That is why Mother Estella ask her If she can Help the children in their studies and she agreed after asking her parents permission she started teaching the kids in the orphanage whenever possible she can.This make her spent more time in orphanage with the kids,sadly, she needs to go abroad for her internship and eventually hired by the same company even before she graduated.It's a smooth sailing transition of her working life until that faithful day which leads her to came back in this place....