chapter 3

I grab my phone and open the notes app to start making a draft of the breakup text.

I start with saying how I felt and how neglected he made me feel. In a couple of minutes I start to get into it as a burst of emotion hits me. I finished it up with the classic it's not you it's me line. I copied and pasted the finished text and sent it to him.

Not even 7 seconds later I get a text from him trying to beg me to change my mind.

I blocked his number, not wanting to deal with his whining and insecurity anymore.

I toss my phone on the bed and just take a second to breathe and relax.

My relaxation came to end when I heard the door open.

"Princess" Kai called out

I got up and walked out to the living room. Kai was sitting on the couch with some drinks.

"Thought you might be thirsty" Kai says as he hands me a bottle of iced tea.

I took the bottle and smiled out of appreciation and took a sip.

"Did you break up with that guy?" Kai asked as he sipped his beer.

"Yeah he didn't take it well though" I said sighing and dropping down on the couch

"So it is true what they say then" Kai said chuckling a little bit and taking a swig of his beer

I turn to face him with a quizzical expression gesturing for him to continue. He turns to me and grabs my face between his hands. His face inches away from mine and finally he starts to speak.

"You never know what u have until it's gone"

Kai says, his voice just above a whisper

His breath tickled my skin with every breath he took as eyes stared into mine. I went into this trance just staring into his eyes, I could have sworn they were sparkling. Finally he closes the small gap between us and puts his lips on mine. I have kissed people before but this feels different, more emotional. Its like we both were pouring our feelings into each other. His lips are so soft and sweet. We pull away and just gaze at each other, our lips swollen from the kiss. I decided to actually take the time to really look at him. His eyes are dark and sinful, his chest and arms are littered in tattoos. One that caught my eye was a butterfly in the middle of his chest. He had thick black thick brows and black hair that fell on his eyes. His pink lips were nice and plump and so kissable but what I liked the most was his hands. He wore a ring on each finger except the thumb, the veins in his hands just looked so sexy. I was snapped out of my daze when he gripped my chin and went in for another kiss. I gracefully accepted the kiss and we kept kissing for what felt like hours.

Finally we pull away breathing hard with our foreheads pushed together.

"Your a good kisser" he says

"You too" i reply

He stands up and bends down picking me up bridal style

"We are going to sleep" he saids

I just lay my head on his chest, too tired not to disagree.

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I wake up three hours later, flushed and dazed. I go to stand but I get up too fast and fall.

I use my arms to pull myself back on the bed, I'm about to fall back asleep when I hear my phone ring. I grab the phone and answer not caring to see who it was first.

When I hear my mom's angry voice on the line my heart jumps, I completely forgot about my mom. I try to say something but i cant get one word in because she's too busy belittling me.

The more she goes on the more angry I get, and she wonders why I would always stay in my room. Finally I snap and just let my mom have it, I explain to her that I'm moving out and she can't stop me. I hang up the phone and turn it off because i don't wanna deal with her right now.

I push my mom to the back of my mind and look around the room for Kai. I stand back up again but this time I'm able to balance.

I walk out of the room into the living room, I don't see any sign of him until I see the shadow on a person on the balcony. I walk over there, slide the door open and step outside. I wrap my arms around my body because it's really cold and the wind doesn't help that.

"Hey are u okay" i ask breaking the silence.

"Yeah" he said breathlessly "i just wanted some fresh air"

I walk up behind him and wrap my arms around his waist from behind.

He interlaces his fingers with mine and starts to sing.

Dark light, with no light i shouldn't get use to it but i've gotten used to it

I wanna sleep where u sleep, connect with your soul

I only have one life and i wanna live with you

Together we laugh, together we cry, maybe these simple feelings were all i had

Though i know the morning will come, i wanted to stay by your sky like a star

Though our steps may not go along together, I still want to walk this path with you, still with you.

He finishes the song and I hug him tighter. My eyes start to get droopy and i lean my body against his back, my hands still wrapped around his waist. He turns around so now im laying on his chest. He squats down a little and picks up. My legs wrap around him while my head lies on his shoulder. He walks to the bedroom with me in his arms and gets under the covers with me still in his arms.