This Is Where It All Starts

I just replied " Sure , you too take care" and tossed my phone aside . This is ridiculous. Why I'm I raising flags left and right? I really don't get it . ( ahh.... thinking about this makes me feel more exhausted) . I sigh and look at the time , it was still around dusk so I go out for a stroll to cool my head . There are so many knots tied up now and I have to untie it one by one carefully . Thinking about the things I should do I go to a park nearby and take a seat . ( ufff..so tired )

I watched the sunset for quite a while and then made my may to supermarket to get some ingredients for dinner . When I entered the market I spotted an unusual pair and by that I mean I spotted Darren and Alice together ( Oi Oi what's happening) . I didn't know that Darren was acquainted with Alice and Alice also never mentioned about him when we discussed about our classes the other day . There is something definitely wrong (Is this another flag event ? God!).

I hide to make sure I'm not spotted . Since I can't hear their conversation it's futile to keep tabs on them ( I'll ask Darren directly sometime) . I shop silently for my groceries and observe them from time to time. I glance at the exit and see Darren moving out , so I relax for a bit and continue my shopping.

" You saw us didn't you "? . Alice suddenly appeared in front of me and questioned me .

" Ahh.. I didn't hide that well I gue-es ".

" So , what do you think "?

" What do you mean , I wonder "?

" Ohhh! so you like playing dumb * giggle* not that I hate it ".( Stop your giggles and playfulness dammit).

Since the opportunity came to me by itself I'll use it .

" So ... how are you and Darren acquainted"? Since I don't know what's their relationship I chose to ask her in a subtle way to not arouse any suspicion that I'm suspicious of them ( Hahha what a predicament this is , playing mind games ).

" You wanna know? .. Are you sure about this "? she gave me a wicked smile while asking that. This is not good . ( Oh God!)

" Well .. it's just that I'm curious , I don't mind if you.. don't answer me". Safe response , even if she doesn't answer me I'll coerce Darren to spit it out .

" Well follow me , I'll tell you ". she just walked out of supermarket after beckoning me , I payed for my stuff and walked behind her . We went to a nearby family restaurant ordered some beverages and sat face to face .

" So where do I start ...hmmmm" . She brought her forefinger to her lips and started thinking ( probably an act ).

" Well let's get this done , even I'm bored... . Actually I'm Darren's crush ". Huh? excuse mee....?

What the hell is going on heree... (I dropped my jaws real hard now)

" Hey , wait up ... Isn't he going out with Karen, what's going on here"?

" Ohh that was my condition for Darren if he wanted to date me and do you know why I invited you to the cafe that day? I wanted you to see that . I already knew about you from Darren you know" She gave me that wicked smile again .

" Why the hell would you do that.... are you insane"?

My anger really shot up the roof . What's with this creepy girl.She even played me ( OHH GOD HELP MEEE!)

" You wouldn't get it . You know how Karen's all that college beauty and stuff , I really hate that when only she garners the attention of people . I really wanted to do a number on her you know ..., breaking her emotionally ". OH - HO , this girl is just not suspicious she is a real witch with rotten and twisted personality ( how I wished I never involved myself with these kinds ).

" So for just jealousy ? only for that you're gonna trample on feelings of a girl and play with Darren . Are you nuts"? .

" It's not only jealousy you know . I like to trample on people's feelings I want see them make tons of expressions . You're face right now is also giving me a delight you know". She give out a chuckle . This girl is beyond saving. Her sadistic and twisted personality is sooooo annoying ( Ahhh...What the hell is wrong with her head) . I really wanted to punch this girl in the face.

" So what are you up to , after breaking Karen do you have any intention of dating him"? Going by her logic she probably will trample on even Darren's feelings . Shit!

" Nope , not in the least . Actually you know this went faster than I expected . The arrival of Mary spiced things up . I really wanted it to take it slowly but now this will be interesting. hahahah". Don't laugh you moron . So you even intend to break Mary . How outrageous .

" You can screw yourself in hell . Don't think for one moment that I'm gonna let this slide ". I feel repulsed by her attitude , so much that it's boiling my blood .

" Oh so you'll tell this to Darren try to meddle with our affairs huh? Try me . If you speak a word of this to him I'll just tear your friendship apart . You do realise that it's easy for me to do don't you"?

Ohh so this the game . I'm at a loss here. However positive it may seem to redeem my friendship with Darren after this mess , I'm not confident that I can convince him and to add up to this , he was my first friend in college and I liked him ( not romantically) . We were good buddies . I'm scared to jeopardize my friendship with him . Damn I'm so useless. I grit my teeth and hit the table hard with my fists.

" You witch . You are a sadist with a rotten personality". I didn't hold back anymore I'm at my limit.

" Just because I'm at your mercy doesn't mean that you'll not regret it . It's still not late stop this bull..."

My words definitely fell on deaf ears. She didn't even look at me . I got up and walked away . I couldn't bear to watch this . Just her whims and sadistic nature will take three people's feelings and blow it . She even has me at her mercy now ( what a situation damn )

I kick the road while walking . I wanted to sleep and believe everything was a dream . People aren't as good as they portray themselves . I knew this far well . If only Darren had told me everything before . Shitt!.

This is beyond me . I'll have to consult Claus at least . He might help me . OH GoD this is just the worst .

I didn't want any part of this and hell with Alice . I'll definitely make her regret someday .