chapter 4

 Moon's POV

It's being many weeks since the incident happened, it's been hard for me to go to school, thinking of the disgust look that my classmates are going to give me, so I skip school

thinking alone with out no one living with me

Tessy is no longer to be seen again

She moved out to live with her new friend Linda and Kara

"I got a little bit confident to confess to him about my feelings" The next day I dressed up as usual put on my round glasses to school

as soon as I parked my car, I kept my head down, eyes on the ground as I walked into school, I knew people would be taking and laughing at me, I never wanted to show them that they were getting to me, I have never really fitted in

I began to walk up the school hallway, I could feel everyone watching me, hearing different kind of whisper and different kind of disgusting look from my class mates, while some are laughing at me, I made my way to my locker opening it to put my stuff in that, I found a lot of bad words and dirt things, dead rats in my locker, I closed back my locker as I rushed off to class taking a seat in the corner out of everyone's way, Linda was also in the class, I wanted this day to hurry up and end

After classes which seems like a hell to me

the Bell's finally rangs

I determine to go look for kahr

I walk down the hallway when I noticed him with his best friend "josh". They both come from a rich wealthy family

but arrogant but not as arrogant as kahr. Josh he seems like a nice guy

he doesn't like talking much

he is cold and distant

he never talks to me

well I am not interested in him but kahr

back to our story

I walked up to them with confidant

"Hi kahr, can I talk to you?

"About what", he asks leaning against the wall

his muscles strained against his white t-shirts he was wearing,

wow he is so damn hot he must have work out a lot on himself I stare at him shamelessly

he coughed, he must have noticed me staring at him,

I look down, my confidence was gone

"I want to talk to you about my feelings" I confessed.

Ever since I saw you, I have been having some sleepless nights about you, it's love at first sight and I hope you can give me a chance and I promise I will definitely be the girlfriend you will be proud of, after confessing my feelings, I finally say I think "I love you".

He smirked and laugh hard, he states

"Did i not made it clear to you that I can never fall in love with you, pathetic bitch

Why don't you listen to me and leave me alone? He shouted at me

It's impossible between us

how can I possibly love a girl like you,

you are just an unwanted human

a nerd

you are not my type of girl and there is no way in hell I would love you, you got that nerd...

I saw anger flare in his eyes, it's look like it's could kill me any moment from now

He really hates me than I could imagine

tears threatening to fall, but I hold it in

I would never show my weak side to a guy like him

Josh gave me a bitter look and laugh me off he finally speaks to me for the first time,

"nerd, can't you just understand him and go find your type to date "why only him" when we have different type of guys in the school, and we also had your type (nerd) in the school also just pick your type and let him be, he never loved you ... Josh mocks

I just stood there shaking

"They both laugh and left me there"

And I become the target of all the school

bullying me

the news went far and wide in the school, saying

I was too shameless for confessing my love

And kahr being a smart guy for rejecting me

"How can kahr probably accept an ugly girl like her" I hear one of my classmates says

" Don't mind her, she's just a cheap girl, and I know she's not a virgin, she's just lying and full of lies .