THE FEELING OF DANISH

In Danish's room ...

Danish looked very nervous because until half past four Ponco hadn't come home yet.

"Unfortunately, you've been looking nervous? What is wrong? are you annoyed?" Ponco asked with an anxious heart too.

"No honey, I just wanna sleep. Since morning I haven't slept, and if you are still here how can I sleep? I can't bear it if you take care of me while I sleep. You also need to rest. Remember you are sick too ... go home and rest. Tomorrow you can come back to take care of me." said Danish with a full gaze so that Ponco would believe his words.

Ponco took a deep breath.

"Okay honey, I'm going home now. You take care of yourself, don't you? if there is anything contact me. Tomorrow morning, I'll be here again to see you." said Ponco with affectionate eyes.

With great feeling Ponco approached Danish's face and gently brushed Danish's lips and tried to crush them, but Danish slowly turned his face until Ponco's lips left his.

"Sorry dear ... my lips hurt and hurt from hitting the car dashboard." said Danish giving Ponco an excuse not to feel suspicious.

"Yes, honey, I'm home first. Take care of yourself." said Ponco as he took his bag and walked out leaving Danish feeling disappointed, because he saw for himself how Danish ate chicken porridge without any pain on his lips.

After Ponco left his room, Danish immediately took out his cellphone that was behind the pillow.

With a pounding heart, Danish contacted Ayraa to make sure Ayraa would come or not.

"Ayraa ... have you left? you come here right? I'm waiting for you Ayraa." said Danish after the call was accepted by Ayraa.

"Yes Danish ... I'm in the cab now. Almost at the hospital, wait a little longer." said Ayraa who had arrived in front of the hospital.

When Ayraa got out of the taxi, Ayraa saw Ponco getting into the black car.

"Wasn't that Mr. Ponco? Did Pak Ponco visit Danish?" Ayraa asked herself as she walked into the hospital.

Arriving at Danish's room, Ayraa knocked softly on the door then went inside.

Danish's face looked happy and smiled when he saw Ayraa's face which he could see again. Danish's heart was happy that Ayraa fulfilled her promise to take care of him.

"Sorry Danish ... I was late. I had to ask your permission first, and thank goodness you gave permission. You got a message from mother, said mother ... I hope you get well soon." Ayraa said shyly.

"Is that true Ayraa? if your mother gave a message for me? does your mother know about me? or do you already know about us? say Ayraa, I want to hear it." Danish asked with a pounding heart.

"You know very little, because you asked me who my close friends were. I was forced to answer honestly. I also don't know where you know when I have a boyfriend. Mother said, you can see it from my face. Is that really Danish? people fall in love it can be seen from her face?" asked Ayraa with her innocent face.

Danish laughed grimly, because this was the first time he could laugh out loud at someone he loved very much, namely Ayraa, the little girl he just met.

"Could it be Ayraa, because that face can't lie to the heart? So all the contents of the heart can be seen from the face of that person, whether happy..both sad or happy. Like your face looks radiant because you are in love with me." said Danish with a smile.

"Your face also looks happy, you also fall in love with me?" Ayraa said with a laugh.

Danish and Ayraa laugh happily and happily.

"Danish, I saw Mr. Poncho in front of the hospital? Did Pak Ponco come here?" asked Ayraa without any suspicion.

Danish was silent and thought for a moment what answer would be given from Ayraa's question.

"Yes, he stopped by here, asked about your training ... because Poncho is now healthy, he plans to teach you again while I'm still sick." Danish explained trying to convince Ayraa's heart.

"Oh no... !! bad Danish, if you don't teach us anymore?" Ayraa said with a sad face.

"Why is it Ayraa? it's not the same, Poncho used to teach you. I'm just a substitute lecturer." said Danish happily seeing Ayraa's face looking sad because she lost him.

"You're also right, but I'm used to you now, how can I turn away from you now?" Ayraa said with a smile.

"Now you are good at teasing me Ayraa?" said Danish with a very happy heart.

"No, I'm not teasing you, I just want to make you forget your pain. Where does it hurt now? what only on your forehead and in your arms?" Ayraa asked with a full gaze.

"This is Ayraa." Danish replied, taking Ayraa's hand and placing it on his lips.

"What's with your lips? Is anyone sick?" Ayraa asked innocently.

"Yes Ayraa ... these lips hurt. Will you touch Ayraa? like when you got home this morning?" asked Danish with a look of hope.

"What do you mean? I do not understand?" Ayraa asked with a look that didn't understand.

"I want you to kiss me again Ayraa. I really miss her." said Danish with a sad look.

"I ... I ... can no longer be Danish. I don't want to depend on something like that." Ayraa said with fear that the kiss she was going to do would become a habit for her.

"Don't you want to kiss me Ayraa?" asked Danish sadly and disappointed.

Danish wanted to forget all what he was going to do with Ponco by turning his gaze and attention to Ayraa.

"It's not that I don't want Danish, but I don't want to do it without a reason." Ayraa said, still maintaining his principles.

Danish was silent with all his sadness.

"I just want to forget my past shadow Ayraa. I want to forget what I did with my lover, and only with you .. I can quickly forget all the memories I ever did with my lover." said Danish with sad eyes.

Somehow Ayraa's heart also feels the sadness that Danish feels, and Ayraa did not know what else she should do to help get rid of all the sadness that Danish was experiencing.

"Indeed what you do with your lover? so you can't forget all the memories with him? what is Danish? tell me all! so I can know what you feel." Ayraa asked with a look full of pity.

"I've been in a relationship like husband and wife with my lover. I can't just forget about it. With you ...Your attention, and maybe with just your kiss I can forget everything I will not ask for more Ayraa." said Danish with a look full of hope.

Ayraa was left speechless but could only hug Danish very tightly.

"Why would you do something like that? isn't that forbidden by religion? why did you do it Danish?" Ayraa asked with a look of disbelief that Danish could do something like that with another woman before there was a marriage bond.

"I have gone the wrong way Ayraa ... I'm sorry. When I met you for the first time, I felt something else from deep in my heart. I found love and affection. I'm sorry Ayraa ... I know you must be very disappointed with me, and maybe .. you will leave me after this, but I really really love you Ayraa ... I don't want to part with you." said Danish with a heart filled with sadness.

"I can't say anything else, I feel your sadness Danish.. And believe I will never leave you, because what I decide and what I love I will always keep." Ayraa said with earnest eyes.

"Is that true Ayraa? you will never leave me? and will always accompany me? tell me again Ayraa? I want to hear it." said Danish with his teary eyes.

"Yes that's true Danish, I will never leave you. Trust me ... I will accompany you forever." Ayraa said with a sincere smile.

"Thank you dear, for all that you have given me." said Danish while hugging Ayraa very tightly.

"Now don't you be sad anymore? if you want to forget everything, I will help you to forget your memories. But not in that way, I will give you sincere affection, I will give you sincere affection so that you can forget all about your dark past." Ayraa said, rubbing Danish's face with great love.

Danish looked at Ayraa's face with a look of thousands of love, he hugged Ayraa very tightly again.

"I don't know anymore if I didn't meet you Ayraa, I'm grateful to have met you. Even though our ages are far apart, your maturity has opened the eyes of my heart. Thank you, dear." said Danish, holding Ayraa's hands and kissed him repeatedly.

"Now we forget this sadness. You must be happy, don't be sad anymore .. there is me who will make you laugh, we will always joke like me with Chello who is always happy and never thinks things are too complicated." Ayraa said with a smile.

"But if a little with a kiss you want Ayraa to give it to me? because I really miss you, really want you Ayraa." said Danish with a happy smile.

"It turns out that your mind is still naughty, still likes to think dirty. It's okay if only once, but not often." Ayraa said with a spoiled look.

Danish nodded his head quickly.