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"Oh my God ... help me, What should I do? Should I tell all this to Ayraa or not?" Danish asked himself with great sorrow.

Anxiously, Danish contacted Ayraa, who must have been in the company.

It didn't take long for Ayraa's name to receive him call.

"What's up Danish? I just finished training. Did something happen?" Ayraa asked attentively.

"Can you come here soon Ayraa? didn't have to wait four hours to get here, I need you right now Ayraa." said Danish sadly.

"What's the matter? I can't go, now there is Mr. Ponco. he just came and was watching me. What is it? just say it now, I'm definitely listening." Ayraa said seriously.

"I can't tell from the phone Ayraa. I can only tell if you are here. I want to go home, I want you to take me home. Can you come here right away? I really need you Ayraa, Please." said Danish in a very low voice.

"I really can't Danish. Mr. Ponco is watching me, how can I leave here when I'm being watched? I don't want my course to be ruined just because of this. Wait a little longer?" Ayraa said with pity.

"Alright ... I'm waiting for you Ayraa, don't be late okay? because I don't know what will happen to me if you don't come. I'm desperate Ayraa, I want to get rid of all this trouble." said Danish with a feeling of despair.

"Yes, I will come..wait a little longer? Everything will be alright, You must believe that." Ayraa said then hung up Danish's call because Ponco was coming to her.

"Ayraa.. how about today's training? can you finish it well?" Ponco asked with a suspicious tone as if he knew that Ayraa was talking to Danish.

"You really understand, sir, I just need to complete a few documents that I have to study." Ayraa replied calmly.

"Are you talking to your parents Ayraa? looks very serious if there is a problem?" Ponco asked, increasingly suspicious.

"Yes sir, from Mother. I was told to hurry home to Chello's house , important business sir." Ayraa replied trying to be calm so she could go home early to see Danish's condition.

"If it's important, you can go home Ayraa. Not that the training material has been completed?" said Ponco a little lost his suspicion because Ayraa was nice to him.

"Ayraa's attitude is normal to me? does she not know that me and Danish have a relationship? If indeed Ayraa had something with Danish, she would have known my relationship with Danish and would not be able to act normally. It means that there is nothing between Danish and Ayraa." Ponco muttered to himself.

"Really sir? I can go home now?" Ayraa asked in disbelief.

"Well ... of course you can, if you feel your family matters are very important." said Ponco calmly.

"Wow ... thank you very much sir, excuse me want to go home now." Ayraa said relieved.

"Yes, be careful, don't forget to come back tomorrow for training." Ponco messages with a smile.

"Yes, Sir! tomorrow morning I will come early. Excuse me, Sir." Ayraa said thinking that Ponco would let her go home because of Danish's request.

With a sense of relief, Ayraa left the company and immediately looked for a taxi to go to the hospital to see Danish's condition.

Arriving at the hospital, Ayraa walked quickly to immediately see Danish's condition which made her feel anxious.

"Danish what's up? what do you want to tell?" Ayraa asked while sitting beside Danish.

"I want to go home now Ayraa, can you take me home now? please." said Danish with a sad look.

"Okay, if you really want to go home now. I'll go to the administration office to take care of your return." Ayraa said then immediately came out of Danish's room to take care of Danish's return to the administration office.

After taking care of all the administration Ayraa returned to Danish's room, to help Danish pack.

It can be seen that Danish is very sad, and Ayraa can not do anything but be quiet and wait for Danish to tell a story.

"Shall we go home now? or we wait until the afternoon?" Ayraa asked with a look full of pity.

"Come home now, please help me." said Danish as he got up from sleep and sat on the edge of the bed.

With the help of Ayraa and her support, Danish walked out of the hospital and immediately took a taxi to his apartment.

Arriving at the apartment, Danish walked slowly into his room and lay on his bed.

"You're not coming home right now Ayraa? I want you here just a few minutes until I fall asleep. I want to forget all my past that I couldn't leave until now." said Danish with sad eyes.

Ayraa looked at Danish's face with great affection.

"I don't know what problem you have, if you really can't tell now how can I help you to get rid of all your problems?" Ayraa said in a low voice while gently rubbing Danish's face.

"I can't break up with my lover Ayraa. He doesn't want to let me go. He threatened me to reveal all my relationship with him who is like husband and wife in front of everyone. You know, do not you Ayraa, what if he told everyone what he and I did? how can i show my face? and what about yourself you definitely will not be able to accept all this right?" said Danish in a low voice covering his face with his hands.

"Maybe this is the risk that you have to bear from everything you have done in the past. I think you have to face it all. Maybe there is some shame or not being able to stare at everyone, but at least you can start a new life from the bottom again with a new heart and a new purpose in life. That's if I think, but don't know your thoughts anymore." Ayraa said, feeling dizzy with the Danish problem that seemed complicated.

"Maybe it means nothing to me to lose everyone. But what if I lose you? what if you know all about it? won't you feel ashamed by having a lover like me? say Ayraa...will you be able to accept all that? how about your parents? surely they also will not be able to accept my past which is very dark?" said Danish sadly.

"It's not like I already know all that Danish? if you are in a relationship with that woman it is like husband and wife. I have no problem with all of that, the most important thing is that you have realized all the mistakes and will not repeat them again." Ayraa said with a look full of affection.

Danish was silent without being able to bring all his problems out to Ayraa. Danish doesn't know how to explain to Ayraa that a husband and wife relationship is not with a woman but with a man of the same sex.

"I don't know anymore Ayraa...maybe right now I can only tell about that, I still can't tell you everything. I hope someday you can understand and will forgive everything I did. I really love you Ayraa and mean it with this relationship." said Danish gently rubbing Ayraa's face with full of love.

"Okay, now you are fine...calm down and concentrate on your health so that you get better quickly. I'm going home because it's too late." Ayraa said, rubbing Danish's face with a feeling of heartbreak.

"Can't you come home this afternoon Ayraa? I want you to take care of me here." said Danish with a look full of hope.

"I can't stay here much longer Danish, surely Mother is looking for me now. I don't want to violate my parents' trust Danish." said Ayraa who could not do anything to be with Danish any longer.

Danish's face looked sad. By closing his eyes Danish tried to calm his heart to be able to let Ayraa go home.

"I'll go home first." Ayraa said while rubbing Danish's shoulder who was turning his back on her.

Danish did not answer, he could only be silent while feeling his sadness that he could not express.

"Danish, Don't you be like this? how can I go home in peace when you see your condition like this? where is the Danish I knew first? who is always confident and whom I always admire with his maturity." Ayraa said sadly.

Suddenly Danish tried to wake up from his sleep and hugged Ayraa's body tightly.

"I've been crushed Ayraa, I can't escape all my problems. I'm desperate for all of this. How can I get away from it? you don't know who he is Ayraa? You do not know." said danish while cupping Ayraa's face with very deep sadness.

Ayraa hugged Danish back with full feeling, There is nothing more that Ayraa can say other than hugging Danish very tightly.

"Patient Danish, surely all there is a way out. You pray more so you can find a way out. I'm sure all this will pass. Don't give up again? there is me who will accompany you. Trust me." Ayraa said in a low voice.

Until a few minutes Ayraa still hugged Danish in his arms, until Danish feels calm again.

After seeing Danish's state of calm, Ayraa asks Danish to lie back down.

In order to calm her heart, Danish returned Ayraa to dare to give Danish a kiss.