THIS SHOULDN’T BE HAPPENINNG…BUT I DON’T WANT IT TO STOP!

LUCIO'S POV

The kiss this morning was impromptu and I was hoping that Mya would go along with it. Glad she did and I wasn't pushed away.

I had to kiss Mya in front of my sister. It would've been too suspicious if I hadn't. I wasn't expecting to feel the way I've been feeling since the kiss though. I know I would've liked it because Mya is an extremely attractive woman but the fact that it's still lingering around my mind is terrifying to me. I've kissed lots of women before and I can honestly say that I've never felt this kind of effect over a simple kiss. At the office whenever I have a minute to spare I would go back to that kiss. Her soft lips, her red cheeks, her brown eyes…

I wonder if she liked it as much as I did.

Have you ever felt this feeling where you're driving over a hill really fast and your heart races off as soon as you reach at the top of the hill? That's the exact feeling I get every time I thought about Mya today.

I got home earlier than usual because I didn't want my sister to get here before I did. Whenever my family visits me we will have dinner at one of our hotels and catch up on each other's lives and what not. Gianna will be expecting nothing less so in order to control the situation at hand I decided to close the hotel restaurant for tonight only and take Mya and my sister to dinner. I've never had to do this before but in order to control the press and unwanted pictures of Mya to surface all over the internet, it had to be done. This will also be Mya's first outing since she got here.

I found Mya asleep in the study. Maria would normally leave quilts in the storage bench which comes in handy whenever I bring my work at home so when I noticed Mya shivering while she slept I got one of the quilts and draped it over her. It would've been a sight to see her asleep on my bed.

I fixed myself a glass of whiskey and sat and allowed my thoughts to take over. I wish what had happened to Mya never did. She doesn't deserve what my uncle and his men did to her. I think back on the other women whom I couldn't save. That was definitely the worst thing I have ever had to experience. But what can I do about it?

I'm on my third glass of whiskey when I felt Mya's eyes on me. I quickly explained the blanket situation before she thinks that I'm invading her personal space like the last time. She doesn't seem to mind and I am grateful for that. When I told her about taking her and my sister out to dinner I was so pleased to see her excitement. A small smile came across my face but I quickly hid it before she saw it.

"Just remember that you're pretending to be mine. If you blow this and my sister finds out the real reason why you're here you can jeopardize your chances of ever going home", I feel as though I can trust Mya because I know how badly she wants to go home but I also felt like I had to remind her of the consequences she may face if anything goes wrong. To be honest with you though, regardless of whatever happens my main priority would definitely be getting Mya back home to her family but I have to be smart about it.

Mya left to get ready so I decided to call my sister to inform her about my plans for this evening. Of course she was ecstatic to hang out with Mya but when she told me that she and a friend would meet us there that was a cause for concern.

"This is an intimate family dinner Gianna, I did not agree for you to bring a friend" I scolded her over the phone. I'm already under a lot of pressure in planning this dinner and now I have to worry about one of Gianna's loud friends.

"Lucy I would really like for you to meet my friend and what better way than over dinner with you and Mya", Mya is the reason I don't want her friend to come to dinner with us in the first place.

"If you're bringing your friend inform her of the non-disclosure agreement she would have to sign" I never say no to my baby sister and I don't usually make her friends sign non DAs but this time it's necessary.

"Oh my gosh you are just like father", which was the last thing she shouted before hanging up.

Looking at the time I noticed I have a little under an hour to get ready. I head upstairs to my room and found Mya in my bathroom in one of my robes applying makeup to her already perfect face. I know that I'm a bit intoxicated from the few drinks I had earlier but after a nice long shower I'll be fine.

Mya seems to not be bothered by my presence in the bathroom with her. I hope I don't change her mind with what I'm about to do. She's not looking my way so in order to draw her attention I took off all my clothes and entered the shower. My shower is extremely big with tall see through fog less glass surrounding it. I felt Mya's eyes on me and suddenly my member grew. I would do anything to have Mya join me so intoxicated me decided to ask her, "You know you can join me if you like". I don't know what happened faster. Mya leaving the bathroom or the blue balls I'm currently experiencing.