Chapter 33 So Many Emotions

I was quietly crying into Drago's chest as the doctor came into the room. There was nothing the doctor could do. I was given a few painkillers to help with the pain. I could hear dad talking with the doctor "Do you think my outburst could have caused this?" he asked guilt filling his voice. I could hear the doctor trying to reassure my father " Alpha this could have been caused by several things, I do not believe that your outburst caused this. Alice has been under a lot of stress for a while now. None of which is her or your fault. There is also the fact that with human women their first pregnancy is a 50/50 chance. Your daughter is still partly human. We won't know for sure what could have caused this, but for now, she needs support from everyone. She should rest for today, thanks to her werewolf genes she should be physically normal by tomorrow." the doctor told them then left the house.

The mark on my neck was stinging horribly but I bit back the whimper that wanted to escape. I didn't why I was crying, did I feel guilty, was I relieved, was I mourning. Cinder seemed upset about the loss but was I? I looked up at Drago "I don't know how to feel..." I told him honestly. He gently stroked my cheek "I know. You're relieved because you still had to make a choice and now you don't, you're guilty about feeling relieved but you're also sad because even so, this was your baby, it was a part of you as well. It's okay to feel these things Bunny I don't blame you." he reassured me. I gave him a half-smile "Thank you. I know that you're also sad I lost the baby. It wasn't yours and you loved it like it was. I know one day when we have our own you'll be a great dad." I told him and snuggled back into him. I could hear his heart pounding wildly. He gently pulled away to look at my face with a giant grin on his lips "You mean? Do you want me? You really want to be with me Bunny?" he asked his voice full of hope. I smiled and nodded "Yes Drago I want to be with you. I choose you." I assured him and placed my hand on my mark on his neck. I could hear the warm rumble resonating from his chest.

I laid there staring at him for a bit when I felt hungry " Would my big strong Romanian Viking go get me some cookies please." I said with puppy dog eyes. He chuckled and playfully ruffled my hair "You know I can't say no to you, but soon enough you won't be able to say no to me either." he whispered into my ear sensually. I felt my cheeks heat up. I playfully swatted him "Just get my cookies!" I shouted as I practically pushed him out of the bed. Then I threw a pillow as he was closing the door "Don't forget the milk!" I shouted as the pillow made contact with the door making him laugh. I reached to my neck as the pain grew even worse. Why was it hurting so bad? The pain was getting so bad that I started to claw at it. I thought somehow that would stop the pain. When Drago walked in he noticed the blood on my hands and neck. He saw the tears streaking down my cheeks. He quickly put the plate and cup down and rushed to me. He pulled my bloodied hands from my neck. He quickly inspected it "Fuck Ali. You should have told me it was driving you crazy. I didn't want to do it like this but I can't let you be in pain anymore." he said as he pushed my hair away. He leaned his head towards my neck and I felt his canines pierce into my battered skin. I thought it would hurt like last time but I was wrong. This felt good, no better than good it felt amazing. Before I knew it I had my hands tangled in his hair as an erotic moan escaped from my lips.

I think if I weren't on bed rest for the day I might have given myself to him right then and there. He gently pulled away and smiled as he admired his work. Once he was done he went and grabbed the plate of cookies and the tall glass of milk. I grinned as he handed them to me and started a movie on his tv. I bit my lip after taking a bite of one of my cookies "Drago when I'm all better could we go outside? I'm tired of being scared. I don't want to stay locked up in the house anymore. Also, do you think daddy would be okay with me training? I want to be able to keep myself safe, you can't always be by my side." I told him then bit nervously into a second cookie. Drago smiled and kissed my cheek "Definitely, we can do all that and more my little bunny." he said happily. I playfully glared at him for calling me a little bunny "This little bunny is gonna kick your ass." I muttered and went back to eating my cookie. I know he heard me because he chuckled.

That was how we spent the day watching movies, talking, cuddling, joking with each other. Even so, I knew that there was something more than just a contract that had stopped my dad from hurting Logan and we needed to know what that reason was. When we arrived he said the last thing he was here for was me so why did he initially come here? I knew Drago was wondering the same thing it was like this feeling I got from him. He was happy yet uneasy. I need to talk to dad with Drago tomorrow morning.